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#961
i'm really scared
she never eats "people food" ever - like tuna or chicken etc but tonight when Willow demanded some tuna NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tigger decided to have some as well i'm getting caught up in a distress mode in case thats a sign of death - eating some food she normally decides is the most nasty tasting stuff on this planet cause she hates chicken and tuna, |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#965
I am just tired of this sorrow, the sadness, the anxiety that have been haunting me for seven years and will never go away.
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#966
I sometimes cry for the suffering that is still to come. I never smile for the happiness that lies bevind me. It was too little to notice.
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I’m trying to process my depression :sadhug in therapy
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#969
I'm not sure if I'm a misfit, but i also thought of that Rudolph movie and always had empathy towards them and I see a lot of friendly "faces" in this thread. Can I join?
Don't really know what to vent really today. Um, does this count? I didn't set any meat out last night to prepare for today's dinner. Well, i thought we would have some like leftovers, but only after it was way to late to do anything else, did i find out the leftovers went bad. I managed to scramble something together for myself, but i was STARVING!! so I'll probably be hungry again tonight, and my husband also hasn't had a proper dinner either, so like WHAT DO I DO??? I'm depressed and anxious. Don't have anything quick to make and can't go outside either. I mean, maybe like beans or eggs but will H eat that? Also i feel like i don't want to do more work (cook) today. *facepalms __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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Oh yeah. And I'm still processing relationship from my past that went bad. It's been 20 years. I never really got closure and only after my marriage did i get some more answers to my questions (way too late to do anything). I still have questions though. If anyone s interested, i can say more.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I think my family :sadhug is causing my depression
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#973
My mom was supposed to come over today but she was a no-show. And she never answered her phone. So I am extremely disappointed and sad. I made a special effort to clean for her.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#976
I have been working so hard for so long and still I seem to be getting nowhere. Yes, I am "advancing" - that is doing things that should lead somewhere - as they say but my anxiety has not diminished. My will to live has not returned. I no longer believe things will get better because despite all my efforts, things haven't become better. All I do is spend energy but I never seem to get anything in return. I really believe it is time my efforts pay off and that this great future everyone - doctors and therapists in the first place - envisages for me starts. Like now. Not tomorrow. Or do they really want me to keep on toiling for another 40 years and will they then finally say: "Oh well, you might have been right, life does not seem to have much happiness in store for you. But hey, for the little time that still remains, it is a bit absurd to put you to sleep now."?
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#977
I just got back from the funeral. Having a glass of wine to toast the deceased.
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One thing I have learned in life is that in no situation whatsoever am I ever treated in a way I didn’t deserve. The problem is always me. If I don’t get the same respect or attention somebody else got, it has to be due to something I did wrong. Even if someone has been blatantly rude or abusive to me, that person is never being a jerk. I must have set them off somehow. And if I ever try to say any different, then I am “making excuses,” and “blaming everybody else for my problems,” and “not taking responsibility.”
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