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Default May 17, 2023 at 01:36 PM
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i'm really scared

she never eats "people food" ever - like tuna or chicken etc

but tonight when Willow demanded some tuna NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tigger decided to have some as well

i'm getting caught up in a distress mode in case thats a sign of death - eating some food she normally decides is the most nasty tasting stuff on this planet cause she hates chicken and tuna,
 

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A lady whom I thought of as a friend recently ghosted me. We were World of Warcraft friends and Discord buddies. She even invited me to her server. But today I found out she unfriended me and kicked me out of her group. I don't know why. We haven't talked in a while. But that's not a good reason. I've just been busy. And she is usually busy when I try to talk to her on Discord. I'm very hurt and very sad.
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I am just tired of this sorrow, the sadness, the anxiety that have been haunting me for seven years and will never go away.
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I sometimes cry for the suffering that is still to come. I never smile for the happiness that lies bevind me. It was too little to notice.
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I’m trying to process my depression :sadhug in therapy

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I'm not sure if I'm a misfit, but i also thought of that Rudolph movie and always had empathy towards them and I see a lot of friendly "faces" in this thread. Can I join?

Don't really know what to vent really today. Um, does this count? I didn't set any meat out last night to prepare for today's dinner. Well, i thought we would have some like leftovers, but only after it was way to late to do anything else, did i find out the leftovers went bad. I managed to scramble something together for myself, but i was STARVING!! so I'll probably be hungry again tonight, and my husband also hasn't had a proper dinner either, so like WHAT DO I DO??? I'm depressed and anxious. Don't have anything quick to make and can't go outside either. I mean, maybe like beans or eggs but will H eat that? Also i feel like i don't want to do more work (cook) today. *facepalms

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Oh yeah. And I'm still processing relationship from my past that went bad. It's been 20 years. I never really got closure and only after my marriage did i get some more answers to my questions (way too late to do anything). I still have questions though. If anyone s interested, i can say more.

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I'm not sure if I'm a misfit, but i also thought of that Rudolph movie and always had empathy towards them and I see a lot of friendly "faces" in this thread. Can I join?

Don't really know what to vent really today. Um, does this count? I didn't set any meat out last night to prepare for today's dinner. Well, i thought we would have some like leftovers, but only after it was way to late to do anything else, did i find out the leftovers went bad. I managed to scramble something together for myself, but i was STARVING!! so I'll probably be hungry again tonight, and my husband also hasn't had a proper dinner either, so like WHAT DO I DO??? I'm depressed and anxious. Don't have anything quick to make and can't go outside either. I mean, maybe like beans or eggs but will H eat that? Also i feel like i don't want to do more work (cook) today. *facepalms
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I think my family :sadhug is causing my depression

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My mom was supposed to come over today but she was a no-show. And she never answered her phone. So I am extremely disappointed and sad. I made a special effort to clean for her.

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Oh yeah. And I'm still processing relationship from my past that went bad. It's been 20 years. I never really got closure and only after my marriage did i get some more answers to my questions (way too late to do anything). I still have questions though. If anyone s interested, i can say more.


Maybe start a separate thread for that, so you can get responses dedicated to the issue of closure to help you process it?
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My mom was supposed to come over today but she was a no-show. And she never answered her phone. So I am extremely disappointed and sad. I made a special effort to clean for her.
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I have been working so hard for so long and still I seem to be getting nowhere. Yes, I am "advancing" - that is doing things that should lead somewhere - as they say but my anxiety has not diminished. My will to live has not returned. I no longer believe things will get better because despite all my efforts, things haven't become better. All I do is spend energy but I never seem to get anything in return. I really believe it is time my efforts pay off and that this great future everyone - doctors and therapists in the first place - envisages for me starts. Like now. Not tomorrow. Or do they really want me to keep on toiling for another 40 years and will they then finally say: "Oh well, you might have been right, life does not seem to have much happiness in store for you. But hey, for the little time that still remains, it is a bit absurd to put you to sleep now."?
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I just got back from the funeral. Having a glass of wine to toast the deceased.

Feeling kind of depressed, though.
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I'm not sure if I'm a misfit ...
... we all don't fit in some place so we're all misfits, not?
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One thing I have learned in life is that in no situation whatsoever am I ever treated in a way I didn’t deserve. The problem is always me. If I don’t get the same respect or attention somebody else got, it has to be due to something I did wrong. Even if someone has been blatantly rude or abusive to me, that person is never being a jerk. I must have set them off somehow. And if I ever try to say any different, then I am “making excuses,” and “blaming everybody else for my problems,” and “not taking responsibility.”
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