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Member Since Mar 2021
Location: MA: Stanberry, Missouri
Posts: 513
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#401
I just happened to be helping her. I have become more cynical and a little more bitter as time has gone on. Thanks anyway.
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Breaking Dawn, Skeezyks
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Veteran Member
Member Since Mar 2021
Location: MA: Stanberry, Missouri
Posts: 513
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#402
No, I'm not feeling okay. I'm starting to wish I wouldn't wake up, and then I wouldn't have to need God anymore.
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Breaking Dawn, Skeezyks, zapatoes
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Veteran Member
Member Since Mar 2021
Location: MA: Stanberry, Missouri
Posts: 513
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#403
Mother just got mad at me for not getting an item at the grocery store. Life has conspired to make me miserable and I hope I'll be gone.
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Breaking Dawn, Skeezyks, TunedOut, Werewoman, zapatoes
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leomama
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Veteran Member
Member Since Mar 2021
Location: MA: Stanberry, Missouri
Posts: 513
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#404
Remember I"m a misfit for life. laughs. That's God's will.
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Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, Skeezyks, Werewoman
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Member Since Oct 2015
Location: The Star of the North
Posts: 32,762
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#405
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Breaking Dawn
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Werewoman
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Disreputable Old Troll
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Location: The Star of the North
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#406
Just finished mixing up a bread dough I'll bake tomorrow. I didn't really want to do it. (Doesn't seem like I want to do much of anything anymore.) But I forced myself. I wish I at least felt good about the fact I did it. But I don't...
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Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, TunedOut
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 4,703
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#407
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Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#408
It's late and I wish I could spend my evening doing something entertaining, but nothing seems appealing at the moment. I'm not ready for bed. I feel sad, lonely and bored. I don't know what to do with my time.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, Skeezyks, TunedOut
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2014
Location: Betelgeuse
Posts: 1,472
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#409
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__________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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Breaking Dawn, TunedOut, zapatoes
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Breaking Dawn
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2014
Location: Betelgeuse
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#410
Well, anyone who would take on the persona of a werewolf isn't exactly sane. 🐺 I call myself Werewoman because my bipolar 1 makes me feel as though I'm changing, and it can happen in the blink of an eye. I say and do things that either I don't remember doing or doing bad, destructive things.
I take ketamine infusions every three weeks and lithium daily. It's keeping me alive. Now if I could just find someone who can tolerate me. My family tries, but they are so ignorant about MI and sometimes say really hurtful things. At least I know I'm safe with my husband. He takes care of me. __________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
Breaking Dawn, Skeezyks, TunedOut, zapatoes
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Breaking Dawn
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Disreputable Old Troll
Member Since Oct 2015
Location: The Star of the North
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#411
Went out to dinner yesterday with my spouse and her relatives. I literally haven't done this in years. It was awful. (No one's fault. I just have no tolerance for this sort of thing anymore.)
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Breaking Dawn, Deilla, MimiBhaduri0, TunedOut, Werewoman, zapatoes
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#412
My ex asked me back. After I said yes, he ignored me for two days. There was no excuse. He told me he was off of work. I'm not playing his sick game. I deactivated my account, blocked his number and deleted him from chat. I hate to ghost somebody but in this case, it was warranted. I've been very upset about this. I'm upset that I let myself get in this situation. People shouldn't be trusted. No matter what. Not even family, cause they can hurt you the worst.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, Skeezyks, TunedOut, Werewoman, zapatoes
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Werewoman
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Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#413
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__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
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Deilla, MimiBhaduri0, zapatoes
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Deilla
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Member Since Sep 2020
Location: Here and Now
Posts: 39
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#414
In response to the post from the woman writing about her age and feelings. I am 49, and menopause is real, BUT, to be honest, the medical community just looks at it like a hormonal imbalance and that women "get that way" when the age. I disagree!!! I think it is a time in our life that God/the universe finally provide us the time where we are allowed to not just be the warm, comforting, always thinking of others caretakers. It is a time in our lives where we are supposed to be able to expect others to do those things for us, finally show the appreciation and respect we deserve but didn't always get. Yes, there can be balances missing chemically, but I think it is more than that. We are no longer child bearing age, but we are powerful and ready to stand up for ourselves in ways we may not have been permitted to before. The problem is, it usually isn't received well, and we get written off, ridiculed, and denied of our life's unmet needs. Just some random thoughts.
__________________ “It is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” Krishnamurti The Woods, White Buffalo
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Breaking Dawn, TunedOut, Werewoman, zapatoes
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Werewoman
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,325
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#415
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Breaking Dawn, Deilla, MimiBhaduri0, Sunflower123, TunedOut, Werewoman
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Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, Sunflower123, Werewoman, zapatoes
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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#416
I'm sorry I haven't reported here in a while. I was reminded of here by someone else's thread about being a misfit. I am feeling depressed at the moment. I feel disappointed in myself. I keep letting myself down. I don't do enough to improve my situation. I'm not getting enough sleep. I make good plans but seldom fulfill them. When I do fulfill them I feel happy, so it's very important that I keep trying. Anyone else feel this way?
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
Deilla, MimiBhaduri0
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Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
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#417
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Hope you feel better soon. And please keep on praying and wishing for me. |
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Breaking Dawn
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Breaking Dawn
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#418
Thank you, MimiBhaduri0. And much love to you, too! I will keep praying for your escape & I hope the rest of your day there will be ok for you.
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
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#419
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__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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Breaking Dawn, MimiBhaduri0, Werewoman
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Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
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#420
Not feeling well. Drowsy and depressed and getting panic attacks. It is 1:30pm, still can't get out of bed. I have diarrhoea today, so just getting up to go to the bathroom, then back to bed again. In physical pain from time to time as well...sensation of pins and needles being stuck in my nose which is causing pain and sneezing. Hope I feel a little better as the day progresses.
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Breaking Dawn, MickeyCheeky
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