what's depressing you at the moment?

Deilla · Mar 03, 2021 at 08:10 AM

That I am tired yet I have chores I have to handle today.

Deilla · Mar 05, 2021 at 03:30 PM

Too much to do and not enough energy.

Deilla · Mar 06, 2021 at 01:08 AM

Something I can't really talk about. I'm triggered. I guess I will just have to cope as best I can.

Deilla · Mar 10, 2021 at 08:43 PM

That most of my family is ignoring me.

LittleEarthquakes · Mar 11, 2021 at 07:48 AM

The storm that's coming and preventing us from moving on time. 🙄

Deilla · Mar 12, 2021 at 04:05 PM

Not hearing from people I care about.

zapatoes · Mar 20, 2021 at 03:02 AM

Just everything, being at home, rainy weather, wanting to socialize more, but not feeling like it, and really can’t since not everyone vaccinated. Regrets about my career choices, feeling guilty about several things, and could go on, but won’t.

T4bbyCat · Mar 20, 2021 at 05:42 AM

Birthday coming up soon, but hitting a new decade milestone. 😐😑🙁☹

Deilla · Mar 20, 2021 at 07:50 AM

Running behind this morning, having a headache and a difficult cat.

will19 · Mar 20, 2021 at 05:21 PM

Thinking about how nice it is for a day like today for me and then it will be over and back to the things I'm not crazy about for a fairly long haul. Already I'm dreading going to work on Monday; and then not knowing what's going to happen in the future. It's just going to be very slow at work and I feel bad about what happened with the mail situation (posted on Daily Check-In from yesterday).

Also I feel lonesome and don't know what to do about it. I feel like people, in general, are not too crazy about me anyways.

Buffy01 · Mar 20, 2021 at 08:32 PM

I been thinking a lot about the cyber bullying that took place in 2018 that had continued on throughout 2019. Even though I had changed everything over. I’m still worried.

Mar 21, 2021 at 09:50 AM

I'm worried about my future. I have some big decisions I need to make to start moving forward. It's overwhelming and there is just something blocking me from making them. So, I just stay stuck and spinning in worry. I'm grateful that no one is hassling me to make them right now and I am in a good position overall. But I fear not getting things moving soon is going to put me in a bad position. I don't want to feel any more desperate than I already do. Couple all of that with feeling I'm letting people down, though I don't know who exactly, and that I'm not living up to my potential. If I could go back to my old life things would improve dramatically, but temporarily. But I don't want to go back and I don't know what to do instead. I don't feel like I'm good enough. At anything. As always I'm just trying to get through the day.

Deilla · Mar 21, 2021 at 01:40 PM

That I need to get dressed today and go sit on the patio. I don't have the desire to do it but I know it will be good for me. I'm trying to overcome agoraphobia. I need a shower. Is there a name for fear of the shower? I've not found one. But I do know that a lot of people struggle in one way or another.

Edit: I found it! It's called ablutophobia. Exposure therapy works on that too.

will19 · Mar 21, 2021 at 02:13 PM

I felt depressed when I woke up this morning. I feel a little bit better now, but still depressed. What I felt depressed about early this morning was thinking about what's going to happen at my job and retiring. As far as retiring goes, can I afford it since the rent at where I live is fairly high? And will I like being retired? The reason retiring appeals to me is because I don't have to go to my job that I'm not happy with anymore.

I feel depressed now because of having to go to work tomorrow.

Sunflower123 · Mar 21, 2021 at 02:56 PM

I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Most of the time I’m optimistic and work hard to make headway. Some days though, reality steps in and I realize I’ll never have a normal life or go back to where I was before the illness hit.

Mountaindewed · Mar 21, 2021 at 03:05 PM

Basically everything. I’ve been back and forth between denial and acceptance regarding everything going on in my life that it’s starting to drive me up the wall.

Mar 21, 2021 at 04:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

Basically everything. I’ve been back and forth between denial and acceptance regarding everything going on in my life that it’s starting to drive me up the wall.

I can relate to that.

*Beth* · Mar 21, 2021 at 06:03 PM

Nightmares. Maybe they're being caused by depression or maybe they're causing depression. Either way, I'm feeling squashed by bad dreams.

Deilla · Mar 22, 2021 at 05:29 PM

I would say, lack of motivation. I have the time now to do so many things, but I can't bring myself to do them. I guess I am tired or scared. It's making me sad that I'm not doing the things that would bring me joy.

Mar 24, 2021 at 10:24 AM

honestly, the fact I don't have a baby doll

having one would bring me so much closer to my childhood

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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 03, 2021 at 08:10 AM #161 That I am tired yet I have chores I have to handle today. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 05, 2021 at 03:30 PM #162 Too much to do and not enough energy. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 06, 2021 at 01:08 AM #163 Something I can't really talk about. I'm triggered. I guess I will just have to cope as best I can. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 10, 2021 at 08:43 PM #164 That most of my family is ignoring me. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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LittleEarthquakes Grand Member Member Since Jan 2015 Location: USA Posts: 771 9 111 hugs given	Mar 11, 2021 at 07:48 AM #165 The storm that's coming and preventing us from moving on time. 🙄
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 12, 2021 at 04:05 PM #166 Not hearing from people I care about. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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zapatoes Grand Magnate Member Since Sep 2018 Location: Islandia Posts: 4,263 (SuperPoster!) 5 10.9k hugs given	Mar 20, 2021 at 03:02 AM #167 Just everything, being at home, rainy weather, wanting to socialize more, but not feeling like it, and really can’t since not everyone vaccinated. Regrets about my career choices, feeling guilty about several things, and could go on, but won’t.
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T4bbyCat Member Member Since Oct 2018 Location: US Posts: 232 5 3,923 hugs given	Mar 20, 2021 at 05:42 AM #168 Birthday coming up soon, but hitting a new decade milestone. 😐😑🙁☹
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 20, 2021 at 07:50 AM #169 Running behind this morning, having a headache and a difficult cat. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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Buffy01 Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: USA Posts: 9,514 (SuperPoster!) 6 9,697 hugs given	Mar 20, 2021 at 08:32 PM #171 I been thinking a lot about the cyber bullying that took place in 2018 that had continued on throughout 2019. Even though I had changed everything over. I’m still worried.
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Sunflower123 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jan 2015 Location: USA Posts: 26,543 (SuperPoster!) 9 95k hugs given	Mar 21, 2021 at 02:56 PM #175 I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Most of the time I’m optimistic and work hard to make headway. Some days though, reality steps in and I realize I’ll never have a normal life or go back to where I was before the illness hit.
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Mountaindewed Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 36,123 (SuperPoster!) 7 8,737 hugs given	Mar 21, 2021 at 03:05 PM #176 Basically everything. I’ve been back and forth between denial and acceptance regarding everything going on in my life that it’s starting to drive me up the wall. __________________ Ridin' with Biden
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Beth catches the flowers Member Since Jul 2019 Location: Downtown Vibes, California Posts: 15,701 (SuperPoster!) 4 23.7k hugs given	Mar 21, 2021 at 06:03 PM #178 Nightmares. Maybe they're being caused by depression or maybe they're causing depression. Either way, I'm feeling squashed by bad dreams. __________________
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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 22, 2021 at 05:29 PM #179 I would say, lack of motivation. I have the time now to do so many things, but I can't bring myself to do them. I guess I am tired or scared. It's making me sad that I'm not doing the things that would bring me joy. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 24, 2021 at 10:24 AM #180 honestly, the fact I don't have a baby doll having one would bring me so much closer to my childhood
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