what's depressing you at the moment?

Dec 09, 2020 at 06:50 AM

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right now I am depressed because I don't have dr pepper. (actually no soda, I have to settle for juice)

Yaowen · Dec 09, 2020 at 05:14 PM

Dear raging vortex,

I'm not really depressed at the moment. What you wrote about Dr. Pepper reminded me of something though. I like to have a Diet Pepsi once a week on Saturdays and always look forward to Saturdays for that reason. Recently I've had some dreams where I am at a restaurant or convenience store trying to buy a Diet Pepsi and they are all out.

I guess I'm a little bit down about not being able to go site seeing on the train. Before the pandemic I was going on every Amtrak train so that I could see the whole amazing United States of America, but now I am too scared to travel.

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen

Daisyqueen · Feb 25, 2021 at 01:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Yaowen

Dear raging vortex,

I'm not really depressed at the moment. What you wrote about Dr. Pepper reminded me of something though. I like to have a Diet Pepsi once a week on Saturdays and always look forward to Saturdays for that reason. Recently I've had some dreams where I am at a restaurant or convenience store trying to buy a Diet Pepsi and they are all out.

I guess I'm a little bit down about not being able to go site seeing on the train. Before the pandemic I was going on every Amtrak train so that I could see the whole amazing United States of America, but now I am too scared to travel.

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen

I'm incredibly angry about the noise, too. I hate the footsteps of children running next door. What is the reason for this?

RoxanneToto · Dec 09, 2020 at 05:19 PM

Not hugely depressing but... Conflicting feelings about my job - I like all my colleagues and boss, but the job is too much (even though I’ve been doing it over 5 years now). Really considering a career change at some point. The other thing is a certain other person saying things that make me feel they’re trying to make me stay where I am rather than doing something where my potential isn’t wasted so much. I know it’s not easy but the thought of staying in this place forever isn’t a nice one!

Mountaindewed · Dec 09, 2020 at 07:01 PM

I had to put my favorite cat to sleep today. I guess right now I’m more in shock and angry at the situation.

Basically just everything is making me depressed right now and I just wish someone from my mental health team would reach out to me. I know I’m an unlikeable person. I just wish they could be professional about me being unlikeable instead of showing their dislike for me.

Dec 10, 2020 at 10:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I had to put my favorite cat to sleep today. I guess right now I’m more in shock and angry at the situation.

Basically just everything is making me depressed right now and I just wish someone from my mental health team would reach out to me. I know I’m an unlikeable person. I just wish they could be professional about me being unlikeable instead of showing their dislike for me.

@Mountaindewed I think you are a very likable person and a more than welcome contributor to PC. I love reading your posts and I think you have an interesting and quirky personality. Sometimes your posts are difficult to follow bc they are so regular they make me want to try to be more normal for myself. I hope your day gets better.

Dec 11, 2020 at 06:24 AM

- finding out I can't own the same doll as I had as a child as they've stopped selling it

shame, wanted it really badly actually

johnDoen · Dec 11, 2020 at 09:51 AM

Probably,

Possible trigger:

every single moment of my existence, every breath I take, every thought I have and every emotion I feel

.

I have been looking for help for 2 years. My first experience with therapy were interrogations, disappointments and costs. I don't even know what is my mental health problems but depression seem closely related.

Dec 16, 2020 at 09:29 AM

right now, I am upset that my treatment team can't seem to wish me a merry christmas or wish me happy holidays.

they can say yeah, see you next year, and we need to see if it's worth keeping you on because of lack of progress, (true story, though I guess), but they can't wish me happy holidays or tell me merry christmas.

especially after the roler coaster that's been 2020

well **** them. I don't need them to wish me a merry christmas anyway, specially if they are just going to ditch me like everyone else

Gasplessy · Dec 17, 2020 at 04:33 PM

Grief and regrets

Dec 20, 2020 at 05:40 AM

all the emails I have that relate to covid changes

hundreds of them

yesterday the government canceled christmas for millions and now it's all I hear about.

princesscookie19 · Dec 20, 2020 at 10:37 AM

The staff blocked my credit card with the wrong pin number so my card is BLOCKED and I have to wait till next week till i can un block it. Its annoyingme that everyone is out doing their shopping for xmas and im not allowed to go out and buy a book

Dec 22, 2020 at 05:54 AM

I wish I had more people checking in with me on a personal level.

I only have like 1 regular person who does, and he's usually at work when I want to chat.

plus: I'm not sure if he talks to me because he wants to, or because he can't find the words to tell me I'm too much

and especially during these times.... more people to talk to would be nice

mrmaster009 · Dec 29, 2020 at 06:32 AM

i am 25 broke without job, drop out
and mentally sick not able to move on over my ex she is dating someone new

Jan 05, 2021 at 06:03 AM

spam emails.

I really don't understtand why people waste their time with it... this latest one is about transfering money to a guy from saudi arabia.

not gonna happen!. I can barely aford things myself

Jan 05, 2021 at 06:04 AM

also (but this is making me less depressed, more angry) someone thinks that I'm this person's girlfriend

ugg. I don't do that stuff

Jan 06, 2021 at 08:02 AM

general state of my body

started the day in such pain today- back, legs, arms, stomach... getting dressed was so much agony.

and not doing much. my **** new year continues..

Fuzzybear · Jan 06, 2021 at 12:48 PM

Labels ... especially jerks who label others, especially wrong labels that mean nothing except that the labeller is a judgmental A Hole with no empathy. and of no ''great'' intelligence...tbh it bores me more than depresses me right now

(not about anyone on pc)

OutOfMyMind75 · Jan 13, 2021 at 10:21 PM

What is depressing me at the moment is I was just diagnosed with MDD. Yay for me. Put that on top of the daily dissociation and PTSD, and you get a whole mess.

Buffy01 · Feb 22, 2021 at 07:31 PM

I am living with controlling and toxic family members that causing me to feel depressed.

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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 09, 2020 at 06:50 AM #1 post it here- big or small right now I am depressed because I don't have dr pepper. (actually no soda, I have to settle for juice)
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johnDoen New Member Member Since Dec 2020 Location: Vietnam Posts: 1 3	Dec 11, 2020 at 09:51 AM #8 Probably, Possible trigger: every single moment of my existence, every breath I take, every thought I have and every emotion I feel . I have been looking for help for 2 years. My first experience with therapy were interrogations, disappointments and costs. I don't even know what is my mental health problems but depression seem closely related.
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 20, 2020 at 05:40 AM #11 all the emails I have that relate to covid changes hundreds of them yesterday the government canceled christmas for millions and now it's all I hear about.
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princesscookie19 Member Member Since Aug 2019 Location: Ireland Posts: 459 4 266 hugs given	Dec 20, 2020 at 10:37 AM #12 The staff blocked my credit card with the wrong pin number so my card is BLOCKED and I have to wait till next week till i can un block it. Its annoyingme that everyone is out doing their shopping for xmas and im not allowed to go out and buy a book __________________ VISIT MY WEBSITE
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 22, 2020 at 05:54 AM #13 I wish I had more people checking in with me on a personal level. I only have like 1 regular person who does, and he's usually at work when I want to chat. plus: I'm not sure if he talks to me because he wants to, or because he can't find the words to tell me I'm too much and especially during these times.... more people to talk to would be nice
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mrmaster009 New Member Member Since Dec 2020 Location: india Posts: 3 3	Dec 29, 2020 at 06:32 AM #14 i am 25 broke without job, drop out and mentally sick not able to move on over my ex she is dating someone new
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 05, 2021 at 06:03 AM #15 spam emails. I really don't understtand why people waste their time with it... this latest one is about transfering money to a guy from saudi arabia. not gonna happen!. I can barely aford things myself
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 05, 2021 at 06:04 AM #16 also (but this is making me less depressed, more angry) someone thinks that I'm this person's girlfriend ugg. I don't do that stuff
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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 06, 2021 at 08:02 AM #17 general state of my body started the day in such pain today- back, legs, arms, stomach... getting dressed was so much agony. and not doing much. my **** new year continues..
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Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,405 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.4k hugs given	Jan 06, 2021 at 12:48 PM #18 Labels ... especially jerks who label others, especially wrong labels that mean nothing except that the labeller is a judgmental A Hole with no empathy. and of no ''great'' intelligence...tbh it bores me more than depresses me right now (not about anyone on pc) __________________
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OutOfMyMind75 Member Member Since Oct 2020 Location: USA Posts: 32 3 12 hugs given	Jan 13, 2021 at 10:21 PM #19 What is depressing me at the moment is I was just diagnosed with MDD. Yay for me. Put that on top of the daily dissociation and PTSD, and you get a whole mess.
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Buffy01 Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: USA Posts: 9,686 (SuperPoster!) 6 9,826 hugs given	Feb 22, 2021 at 07:31 PM #20 I am living with controlling and toxic family members that causing me to feel depressed.
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