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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 06:50 AM
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post it here- big or small

right now I am depressed because I don't have dr pepper. (actually no soda, I have to settle for juice)
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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 05:14 PM
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Dear raging vortex,

I'm not really depressed at the moment. What you wrote about Dr. Pepper reminded me of something though. I like to have a Diet Pepsi once a week on Saturdays and always look forward to Saturdays for that reason. Recently I've had some dreams where I am at a restaurant or convenience store trying to buy a Diet Pepsi and they are all out.

I guess I'm a little bit down about not being able to go site seeing on the train. Before the pandemic I was going on every Amtrak train so that I could see the whole amazing United States of America, but now I am too scared to travel.

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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 05:19 PM
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Not hugely depressing but... Conflicting feelings about my job - I like all my colleagues and boss, but the job is too much (even though I’ve been doing it over 5 years now). Really considering a career change at some point. The other thing is a certain other person saying things that make me feel they’re trying to make me stay where I am rather than doing something where my potential isn’t wasted so much. I know it’s not easy but the thought of staying in this place forever isn’t a nice one!
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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 07:01 PM
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I had to put my favorite cat to sleep today. I guess right now I’m more in shock and angry at the situation.

Basically just everything is making me depressed right now and I just wish someone from my mental health team would reach out to me. I know I’m an unlikeable person. I just wish they could be professional about me being unlikeable instead of showing their dislike for me.

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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 07:26 PM
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People ignore me, hurt my feelings.
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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 11:49 PM
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My social life is in shambles, both with family and friends. I recently decided to call it quits or just cool it with the only friend I had. It was hard for me to constantly hear criticisms about myself and arguing. Also I feel like my relationship with my sister isn't that great. She's all who I contact with in my whole family. So the only friend I have and my sister are sub-standard relationships. Also I feel just like Buffy does.
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Default Dec 10, 2020 at 06:22 AM
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the fact I have a friend in surgery and can't be with her as we're in diffrent parts of the country.
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Default Dec 10, 2020 at 03:56 PM
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same old

not even going there...



I do not like talking about it.


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The fact that ''they'' were so ''successful'' at abusing me and I could

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because they kept ramming down my throat how undeserving I am of

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hugs and respect to all


I do not think I'll be back to this thread (its truly nothing personal... just me and some... stuff

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Default Dec 10, 2020 at 10:12 PM
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I had to put my favorite cat to sleep today. I guess right now I’m more in shock and angry at the situation.

Basically just everything is making me depressed right now and I just wish someone from my mental health team would reach out to me. I know I’m an unlikeable person. I just wish they could be professional about me being unlikeable instead of showing their dislike for me.
@Mountaindewed I think you are a very likable person and a more than welcome contributor to PC. I love reading your posts and I think you have an interesting and quirky personality. Sometimes your posts are difficult to follow bc they are so regular they make me want to try to be more normal for myself. I hope your day gets better.
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Default Dec 10, 2020 at 11:07 PM
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I do not wish to share....


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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 06:24 AM
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- finding out I can't own the same doll as I had as a child as they've stopped selling it

shame, wanted it really badly actually
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Probably,
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I have been looking for help for 2 years. My first experience with therapy were interrogations, disappointments and costs. I don't even know what is my mental health problems but depression seem closely related.
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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 07:20 PM
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Uncertainty, feeling of impending doom... as though things can collapse at any moment, probably for reasons I can't predict.
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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 12:42 PM
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People who pretend to care to make themselves look good

People who hurt my friends

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 05:26 PM
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No motivation to do anything... just plodding along doing what has to be done... mind turning to mush.
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Default Dec 13, 2020 at 08:39 PM
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Same here. I feel like I could have the world at my feet if I could get the motivation. Any at all. I know what I need to do, but I can't do it.
Just now eating lunch at 7:40pm.
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Default Dec 14, 2020 at 06:39 AM
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the world sucks donkeyballs

that's why I'm here.... it needs to be said, if I had any idea what I was doing with my life I'd be... well, doing it

I just dislike life and everyone in it
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Default Dec 14, 2020 at 02:07 PM
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Everything that went wrong in my life that is beyond my control.
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Default Dec 14, 2020 at 05:47 PM
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Group tomorrow and my health issues.

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