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Default Dec 15, 2020 at 05:38 PM
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I feel down but I don’t have any bad thoughts or cough syrup/ melatonin thoughts either. Basically I’m just super tired. I am trying so hard but I don’t know if I’m making any progress and there’s no one to really ask. I thought I’d be getting a lot more one on one time with this program then I actually am. I guess I just don’t feel very supported.

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Default Dec 15, 2020 at 11:36 PM
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UGH. Why do I bother with this crap? How many times do I get stung by that same **** before I give up on it??

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Default Dec 16, 2020 at 03:26 AM
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I'm doing Okay. I could use more sleep. Hopefully, I'll get more rest later this morning.

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I tried publishing a new story, something radically different from anything I've published before. It's not selling either. I'm so depressed. I feel so lost.
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I tried publishing a new story, something radically different from anything I've published before. It's not selling either. I'm so depressed. I feel so lost.
That's great that you tried something different. Maybe it is just taking some time to catch on. I can relate though. I created an Etsy store with my art and nothing sold. But I think these things take time. James Patterson sent his first book to several publishers before one finally accepted it. The thing is to keep trying. I wish you much success.

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Default Dec 17, 2020 at 08:16 AM
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I feel Okay today. I just have a little migraine this morning. I've had coffee and Tylenol. I'm just waiting for it to kick in. I don't have anything planned for the day. I will mainly relax.

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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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I've been feeling unwell today. I've been sneezing, congested, and tired. It's probably due to allergies from mold or something like that, as I live in a very old building and the owners don't perform a lot of basic maintenance.
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Putting up my tree right now. Didn't think I was going to do it this year, but here I am, doing it . . . and feeling glad about getting my house decorated. I'm not sad. It's like my bf is here watching me. He was so into Christmas decorating. He did this tree the first year I had it, while I was away working out of town. I love Christmas.
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Default Dec 18, 2020 at 05:10 AM
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I'm struggling with chores a little this morning. I'm pretty emotional about it.

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This is a good week with ups and downs.
Bad weeks i get stuck in

Daily check in thread:Ups and Downs #29
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I’m kinda down right now but in general I’ve been ok today. I think I am just down that it’s the weekend. But I’m hoping it will be helpful to be able to rewind and relax. I’ve been managing thoughts and feelings a lot better these past few days.

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I just took Tylenol, Advil and Gabopentin for pain. So hopefully, I'll feel better soon.

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I was down this morning but then I took a couple Xanax and my mattress pad came today and it looks really nice and my mom is wrapping Christmas presents right now. So I do feel better depression wise now.

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I woke up for the past three days feeling really low ,down, depressed. I should be feeling okay I been in tears again.
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I’m kinda down today. But hanging in there.

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I'm alright. I did some cooking this morning. That always cheers me up.

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not feeling too bad.

just wish their was a little bit more going on than just "sitting on a chair"

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UP— it feels like I have turned the corner with the emotional lability. The issue that is the trigger hasn’t changed, but I stay calm, accept it is what it is, and haven’t gotten teary upset for a day or two. Did the new med kick in and cause this new steady emotional state? Fingers crossed for continued self control. I proclaimed that my mental health is the most important thing to me, more important than my marriage, and that is what helped me feel this strong.

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Still kind of down. This morning was good though. Then around 2 things got bad and I started missing my therapist a lot. I think I just need to take my night meds because I was feeling fine before and it was about 16 hours ago when I took my Geodon. To help me fall back asleep.

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