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Default Dec 22, 2020 at 08:16 PM
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Today was a pretty busy day at work, much busier than I thought it would be. But it seems like the good feelings I have about being at work are missing. Well, it's not as good as it used to be; with a lot of people out, and I miss those who are absent.

I go to work tomorrow and then have the rest of the week off. I don't know what to do with myself with all of that free time, but I get the feeling it will go by quickly. There's no one to spend Christmas with. It doesn't feel like Christmas for some strange reason.
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Default Dec 23, 2020 at 05:30 PM
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I feel tired, lonely and sad. I didn't have much energy today. I have plans to cook myself a nice meal for Christmas, but with the way things are going, I'm not sure I'll be able to.

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I have been feeling depressed, but extremely grateful.
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Default Dec 24, 2020 at 12:09 PM
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Today is the start of a four-day weekend. I didn't sleep well last night for various reasons. Yesterday at work I told a co-worker that I will be alone for Christmas. He said that he would be alone, too. His wife is stranded in Canada now and can't be with him. He told me that next year he plans to invite me to his place. I don't think that I would feel comfortable to be with him and his wife. A friend of mine suggested that I should have asked him if we could get together tomorrow. For some reason I find it hard for me to initiate getting together. It's a weakness that I have.
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Default Dec 24, 2020 at 05:58 PM
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My employer gave out gift bags for Christmas. I wasn't there to receive mine on the day they were handed out, so I asked my supervisor to give it to me today. He said yes, and that he would give it to me later. Then he left for the day. I've asked two other supervisors and they haven't given me a straight answer. That makes me feel very angry.
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Default Dec 25, 2020 at 10:49 AM
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I feel tired this morning. I'm starting to get a little sad.

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I feel really down today. I feel tired physically and mentally.
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Tired and very down today. Knew it would be bad but not like this.
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Well, I'm glad to be here. Also, don't forget that Jack & Jill went UP the hill, & Jack fell DOWN, & Jill did the same thing, so to speak.
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Default Dec 25, 2020 at 05:12 PM
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Tired and overwhelmed to the point of bratty, selfishness.
I feel anxious about generous gift I don't really want but feel pressured to make use of.
I need to sleep
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I was a little bit busy this morning. I did the laundry and other little things around my place. Today was a nice day outside so I took a bike ride. It seemed desolate with not many people out and about. Socially, not too exciting. Well, another Christmas has come and gone. It didn't feel much like Christmas this time, I think.
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I feel depressed about the possibility that I could have cancer. After my recent MRI has revealed that it's worsening, I'm still waiting on a referral to the neurologist.
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First of all, for 3rd Rock, I'm very sorry to hear about what's happening to you. I'm hoping the very best for you. For me, I have to look into something like that for myself next month.

Been pretty busy today but feeling a bit weird and depressed. Like I'm missing out on something good and having things coming up that are dreadful. The weather here is very clear (sunny) and cooler. For some strange reason it seems like very clear and cold days make me feel depressed. I tend to feel better if it was mostly cloudy or some moisture with it. I wouldn't like it to be like that all of time, but I like to have variety with weather.

Also I have not received any emails in the last three days. I wonder if there's something up with that. That's unusual. Especially when I had send a photo to my email and never received it.
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I’m kinda down today. Basically I am just thrown off schedule. Plus I am getting a bit tired of group and I’ve only been there 9 times. I’d honestly rather go back to work then do groups.

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I feel really bad tonight.

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It seems all I can think about is the possibility that the lesions in my brain could be cancer. I read that the average lifespan for someone diagnosed with brain cancer is something like fourteen years after diagnosis. I'm really unable to focus and I feel like nothing is worth anything right now. It's hard to explain.
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Feeling somewhat down today. I am experiencing a post Christmas let down and the pandemic and the state of the country is disheartening.
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Woke up feeling depressed from yesterday. Late yesterday afternoon and into the night, I felt like I was on a roll for constant little things going wrong. I hope today will be better. At least this is going to be another abbreviated work week for me. I'll be so sad when it's all over.
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I’m glad my family is here, but I’m just hanging in bed because they are being loud and I am pretty depressed and not feeling the best. I need to eat something though. That will help a lot.

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I feel stressed this afternoon.

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