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jrae
doesn't understand this messed up world.....
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#621
been a very tough day. had a bunch of physical pain, that didn't go away. which has me wondering how the *h* this is going to go if this continues. which is only beating up on an already broken me. so tired of it all and feeling there's nothing left in me.........
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Deilla
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Member Since: Oct 2017
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#622
I had a hard time sleeping. My new meds make it difficult. I have an appointment this morning. I feel calm about it. I just want to come home and sleep.
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Rose76
Treading water.
Member Since: Mar 2011
Location: USA
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#623
I'm doing okay today.
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will19
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#624
Today was not a great day emotionally. Very weird and it was a, what I call, a "hem and haw" kind of day.
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Deilla
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#625
I slept all day and now I'm wide awake in the middle of the night. I'm sad, lonely and bored.
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#626
Today seemed like a repeat from yesterday. But slightly worse. I got to one point during the day when it was on the tip of my tongue to say, "I quit". It was that bad. It seems like it's getting worse as the days go by at work. My manager requested me to do a "tool inventory". I didn't know what that was! So I replied back asking what that meant. I felt like an idiot doing that. I got a reply back from the manager saying it was the tools from the maintenance man, who just retired. That's what I thought. I still had no clue on that, so I ended up having to call the ex-maintenance man It appears that signs are all around for me to leave that place very soon.
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#627
I'm feeling moderately depressed today.
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Deilla
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#628
I've been limited all day with what I could do. I had to use my walker today. But I stayed busy with music. So I guess that was a good distraction. Maybe tomorrow I can move around better.
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will19
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#629
It was a bad day at work. It seems like it's getting worse as time goes on. Tension and drama to deal with instead of just doing my regular job, in which there's next to nothing to do in my regular job. Last Wednesday I said that I came close to quitting. Today I came much closer. Now I feel like I should have submitted my resignation. I have a plan on how I can make it without having to go to that dumb job anymore.
The weekend's here but I don't feel all that joyful about it, like I used to. It would be nice when a weekend comes and I can say to myself that I won't be going in on Monday and for a good many days after that (more like indefinitely!). |
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Deilla
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#630
I am ill today. I tried to go to the ER but the wait was too long. I'll call my GP on Monday. I'm resting today. I feel very stressed, worried and upset.
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#631
Typical Saturday today. Was busy and pretty nice but nothing exciting, at least socially. Today went by so fast. It seems like the times being away from my job goes by so fast and being at work goes by so slow.
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Breaking Dawn
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#632
I'm better right now than I was this morning. I'm hoping this improvement continues. So many things I need to do.
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#633
I’m not very depressed today. I took a 20 minute walk both yesterday and today. Exercise does make you feel better. My old therapist for the most part was a feather in the breeze again today. It’s been 3 frigging months since our last session. Last night was a bit rough. I don’t know why. It’s confusing though. I know she won’t take me back because of the transference and ED stuff. Then some days she’s out of my mind. So I really should just let her go. When I see pictures of her on Facebook I’m just like “whatever.” When I think of our sessions I miss her.
I was kind of depressed about my appearance today. But I’m working on fixing the stuff I can fix immediately and I’m hoping to be able to get working on the long term stuff. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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will19
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#634
Being at work today was much better than I thought it would be, so that was nice. It was fairly busy at work today, too. I had just posed on the Work And Careers forum; In A Whirl Heavy Decision thread about what happened at work today.
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#635
Since I started taking medicine for my depression and anxiety. I only had five anxiety in one month and one day of feeling depressed in one month. Where I felt horrible every single day and having depression everyday all day long.
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Breaking Dawn
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#636
Ups & downs. I'm ok at the moment. This day was harder than yesterday, but better than previous days, so that's an overall improvement.
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#637
Woke up kind of depressed but feeling somewhat better now. I think taking my morning meds helped.
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TishaBuv
It’s mostly them, and somewhat me.
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#638
At least I had two good days! But down today. I regret making a facebook post because it ended up being triggering. I feel bad because of a polite comment from an estranged sister (there will be no other personal contact from her ever), and a husband who never ‘has my back’. Grrrr, I hate that I have a hang up with this having my back issue. I constantly see other people treat each other with this support, I don’t get it from my circle of empathy challenged family. (Not all family, just some)
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Deilla
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#639
I feel very tired and very depressed tonight.
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will19
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#640
I have finally turned in my resignation at work and we agreed that the 4th of June will be my last day. Other than that, nothing much happened at work except for a little bit of drama, like it has been, in which it's making me glad to leave.
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