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Default Jun 28, 2021 at 06:46 AM
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I have to go shopping today & I'm feeling nervous about that. Then I need to get some back burner things done at home. I'm drinking coffee at the moment & trying to encourage myself.

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Default Jun 28, 2021 at 05:16 PM
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Today seemed like a first weekday since my retirement of not having stuff to do. I made one phone call about the insurance and that was it, and it didn't take long. Last week I was on the phone for hours about it. So it's nice not having to spend a lot of time on the phone. I called my brother to wish him a happy birthday. It took a while to get him. I got him at 1:30, but I had tried all morning and he wasn't home. I was worried because it's not like him to not be home for very long.

It's nice for a change in not having a lot to do. But yet it felt like a real dull day.
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I'm feeling a little down. I've had a tough day. I was busy most of the day. I plan to find some way to relax. I already had a nap.

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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 05:50 AM
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I don't feel well at all. I'm constantly anxious, i don't have answers to anything and more problems keep arising. My doctor isn't much help for pain and I promised I'd try working again. I don't think i can handle it. I'm almost getting delusional.
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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 05:59 AM
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I noticed I've been worse since taking a mood stabilizer/antpsychotic med, how can that make it worse? Also my cat has started urinating on my landlord's carpet, i told him yelling at it and aggravating it doesn't help. I've offered to replace the carpet but that's money i need. Why are these little things making me so anxious?
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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 07:57 AM
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Feeling general sadness today. Wife asks what's wrong and I don't know how to answer. Therapy has brought me out of the danger zone (anger outbursts, alcohol abuse suicidal ideation). Yay me. Still don't feel any moments of happiness or joy.
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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 09:48 AM
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not really depressed today, just anxious, irritated and upset
 
 
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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 09:50 AM
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hey kelly, I hope you keep reaching out here for support, and that things do get better for you
 
 
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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 10:35 AM
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Hi, @Kelly68! Welcome to this thread! This is the place where we can talk about anything, good or bad, ups & downs. And "hi" to your kitty cat!

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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 10:50 AM
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So far today I've been trying to intellectualize away my painful feelings of sadness. I still have a big day ahead of me, so I am trying to be determined to push myself, to accomplish something today, anything, so I don't feel so disappointed in myself. I say, "just start somewhere, anywhere, & do one thing." I hope I do.

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Default Jun 30, 2021 at 04:18 AM
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today's not got off to the greatest of starts.

stomach ache caused by sausage rolls, then the delivery of my baby doll (almost a week late) who doesn't do anything much, and I'm gutted.

she cries, sure and she comes with a passifier and a baby bottle, but she doesn't make the sounds when you feed her or put the passifier in her mouth

she doesn't even have a little pushchair. I'm not that happy about it
 
 
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Default Jun 30, 2021 at 11:53 AM
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It's still pretty early in the morning right now. I was paying the bills and having a hard time concentrating doing the math on the checking account because there was so much noise outside with road construction. Also I called my sister and there was no answer. She hasn't called me in quite a while so I'm wondering if something is up. And then I got a call from the insurance agency who had soured me when I was applying for insurance a couple of weeks ago.

Nothing much planned for the rest of the day, except to do a workout and bike riding.
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Default Jun 30, 2021 at 12:45 PM
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I feel better today than I did yesterday. I am keeping busy by organizing my bedroom. I've thrown away trash and picked up one corner. I'll start on the next corner.

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Default Jun 30, 2021 at 03:00 PM
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I'm not coping well. The pain is worse and i don't sleep well, thanks raging vortex and breaking dawn for the welcome
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Default Jul 01, 2021 at 07:38 AM
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I'm a little anxious but better. I keep getting woken up too early by the landlord. I gave in and took my meds. I hope it's going to be a good day
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Default Jul 01, 2021 at 08:47 AM
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I think I'm doing ok right now.

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I have felt very depressed today.

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I didn't sleep well last night but got up early anyways. Feeling depressed because of the way things are going for me lately. My retirement is almost exactly a month old now. It seems like there had been some curses happening to me since I left the job. It's been pretty expensive because of some things that went wrong. It just started after I left the job. And then I have been in odds with my friend and sister. I wish that I could have more than those two but it's hard for me to make friends.
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Default Jul 01, 2021 at 03:50 PM
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Overall I’m ok depression wise. I keep getting these intrusive thoughts about therapy so I have to push them away and focus on something else. I haven’t listened to my music at all today. I listen to my music during the day when I’m depressed. But my headphones were starting to give me neck pain because I was sleeping with them on. I didn’t want to sleep with my Beats so I was using my old cheap ones with the wires. It did help me fall asleep with music on. I do have an Amazon Echo that I should set up and synch my music to so I’m not sleeping with headphones on.

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