[will19]

Not much of a day today. It's been pretty hot and humid lately. Just did some small errands and a workout so far. That's it. I'm feeling kind of funky today. It's like feelings of depression and dread about the future.

[Deilla]

Overall, it's been a positive day. It's been very busy. I went out to eat with my mom. So that was nice. I'm just relaxing now. I feel calm.

[Otheraccountt17]

Bad few days. Every plan is was making fell short. I’m not sure where I’m going now

[Rose76]

Depression is bad enough on its own. But to have bad anxiety on top of depression is beyond awful.

I'm telling myself: Nothing awful is about to happen.

This state of mind I'm in can't last forever.

I still need to sort out something good to eat, the food I had yesterday barely touched the surface and I felt quite hungry all night

today is just hot, but I have 3 bottles of cooling spray, 2 fans, and my window open so it's not too bad.. their's meant to be thunderstorms later to cool the air. not sure if their will be, but we could do with the breeze

I feel OK, but tired this day.I let myself become sidetraced by some items that were not on my plan. I am irritated on myself, but of course there is something called self forgiveness.

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm doing ok so far.

[Fuzzybear]

[Rose76]

Anxiety still has me feeling defeated.

I am still tired. It shall be good to put my head on the pillow tonight.

[will19]

An alright day so far. Actually, so far, one good thing and one bad thing happened. The good thing was that the oven looked good after I cleaned it; without a self-cleaning oven and using something caustic (like a well-known oven cleaning brand). The bad (which is more of an intense feeling for me) is expecting a payment that hasn't arrived yet due to some snafus. So I had to spend time on the phone and it wasn't pleasant.

Nothing much for the rest of the day. I feel very down now but then, to remind myself, I look at my oven at times just to remind me that something's right in my life.

[Yzen]

Nothing is going right for me lately. I'm feeling low and have zero energy.

[Rose76]

Went out to run some errands. I'm still awfully weak physically. I never expected anemia to do all this to me. It scares me.

I'm supposed to start PT soon. I guess, with effort, I should be able to regain my normal strength and stamina. It's like I aged 10 years in the last month. Scarey.

[xIxAmxSadx]

Feeling depressed about all the trauma I've faced, and now having to unpack and deal with it after all these years is so hard. Just feeling numb and heavy from it all.
Hugs to everyone.

[Aardwolf]

This week has been really difficult. There's so much going on, none of which I am equipped to deal with. The walls have been pressing in, and even work I'm starting to hate again. I don't want to do it, but i have to.

[Kelly68]

Originally Posted by will19

I wanted to reply to those two sentences around a couple of days ago but I had put it off. That quote, up above, sounds so much like me. My GP said that I had depression but didn't go details as to what kind it was.

I'll have times when I would feel great but then it's so easy to sink down. Either I will think of something coming up that I'm dreading, something is going to go wrong (in my imagination), or most of all someone will upset me.

Thanks Will
It's been particularly tough this past year. It is true that it's hard to remember a day of peace. I find it hard to not worry or feel some kind of guilt and deep sadness. I'm getting older, with that comes worries in itself.

I admire you keep.going despite things being difficult. I'm trying, thanks for noticing. I still haven't grieved my dad. Pain is better but work is getting to me. Enough about me, hugs to all here

[Deilla]

I feel okay. I've been playing games and doing chores. Things are alright.

[Rose76]

I feel so unwell. Only slept 2 hours. I'll try Benadryl. To be so tired, but unable to sleep, feels miserable.

Originally Posted by Rose76

Went out to run some errands. I'm still awfully weak physically. I never expected anemia to do all this to me. It scares me.

I'm supposed to start PT soon. I guess, with effort, I should be able to regain my normal strength and stamina. It's like I aged 10 years in the last month. Scarey.

It will become better, slowly. I know that that is not a help at the moment, but may be it can give you a sparkle of hope ....

I have never been so totally drained by anemia as you are now, but I have been almost there. So I have some sort of a knowledge of that there is hope in the other end of the tunnel.

Something unexpected happened this morning that I had to fix. It took hours. I am tired but content. I believe my life is on the right track.