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Grand Magnate
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#921
This morning is starting off great so far. I woke up around 5 AM (much earlier than I needed to) and couldn't get back to sleep because of worrying about money not coming in as needed. As it looked now, I would just barely pay the rent with every cent I have, and not having anything left over. Well, one payment came in this morning, so now I'm all set! I'm expecting another payment. It probably won't come today but it's due by either tomorrow or Wednesday.
I'm feeling good emotionally now. I hope that something doesn't happen to bring me down. It seems like whenever I feel great, something or someone else could bring me right down. |
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#922
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#923
Music really works great for me. I pick out music that I love while working out (which I will be doing in a few minutes). It picks me up and makes me feel young.
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Member Since Mar 2011
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#924
Physically, I feel crummy.
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#925
I feel OK this morning. Am on my way out for jogging.
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#926
I became very tired after my trip outside. After I became tired, old not so good memories pupped up in my head. Feel exhausted because of the memories.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
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#927
I am feeling depressed again. If I am not feeling emotionally numb.
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Grand Magnate
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#928
After the morning yesterday when I felt alright, I felt sunk emotionally. I just got dreaded thoughts for the rest of the day. Also it was a very gloomy day yesterday.
Last night my friend and I argued. We've had a lot of arguments. He brought something up that I didn't want to talk about. He insisted on keeping it going. So I hung up on him. This morning I was expecting a payment, and once again, it didn't come. It's a direct deposit that got rejected by my bank. I thought that I had it straightened out by verifying appropriate routing & account number last week. Once again an error and it was the sender's fault. I went to my bank and a rep. explained it very well to me what happened. So back on the drawing board on that! |
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#929
I'm feeling tired and anxious.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#930
I feel a lot better today. Last night I took Vistaril 100 mg, which seemed to help me sleep well.
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Magnate
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#931
Tired and disappointed with things this week.
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#932
At this moment I can't sleep & I'm feeling sad, so I'm talking to myself about things & reading.
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
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#933
I feel so-so to day ...
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#934
I feel pretty good. No anxiety or depression at the moment.
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Grand Magnate
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#935
Very slow and unexciting today for me. I'm trying the best I can to avoid getting those imaginary dreaded thoughts that come my way pretty often.
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#936
No energy. But not as sad as I was.
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#937
A sense of impending doom, as though something will soon get me. But I doubt I'll see it coming.
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#938
Feel OK enough ...
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#939
I'm in a good mood today. I've been cooking meals for the week and I've been freezing some. This will make it so much easier on me. And I'm having fun.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2012
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#940
Just...feeling...flat...and...defeated
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