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Old 04-07-2021, 11:14 PM   #491
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It was fairly busy today at work, especially considering that the place is almost all empty. I had a staff meeting this morning and really opened up about my concerns. It's the first time I have ever opened up at those meetings. I got a lot off my chest but I felt like I didn't make a very good impression. If I didn't make a good impression, then so be it. It's going to end sooner or later.

I'm feeling like that so much is whirling in my mind, so I'm feeling pretty depressed. Today was an alright kind of day. But these days, there would be an occasional pretty good day over many not so good ones.
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Old 04-07-2021, 11:22 PM   #492
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These last couple of days have been okay. I'm hopeful for tomorrow.
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Mostly downs lately. I can't destress. The milk isn't working & likewise with other remedies.
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Mostly downs lately. I can't destress. The milk isn't working & likewise with other remedies.
@Breaking Dawn I'm sorry you're struggling. I hope you can find something that does work. I'll send you some positive vibes for a good solution.
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Mostly downs lately. I can't destress. The milk isn't working & likewise with other remedies.
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The number of people at my job are still dwindling, despite that there were not that many working at the site for last few months. I heard that there were some layoffs. The ones that were let go were working at home. They came to the site to clean out their working areas.

One guy at work told me that I'm staying on. I don't know how he knows that. Other people at where I work are very critical of him. I guess I know why.

Emotionally it's like a roller coaster game for me. I've been set in my mind that I'm going to have some good amount of paid time off and looking forward to it. And then I get depressed when being told that I will still be working when I feel like it doesn't interest me. So this saga keeps going on with no real end in sight.
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No motivation. I think about getting a dog. Don't really want the added responsibility.
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I'm struggling today.
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It's been down & now I seem to be moving upward.
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I got out of bed about 45 to 60 minutes earlier this morning than I usually do on Saturdays. Since I woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep, I decided to do the laundry. It was a sure bet that the laundry room was very available for me. As it turned out, no one had used the laundry room all morning. It's a 50/50 chance that it goes that way. It was nice that my laundry got completed early and no delays.

I Went out shopping and the traffic was awful. Very heavy traffic that I had never seen before. I guess it was because of various construction sites in the area. There were some detours. It's going to be worse in the future, as of right now, there are two high-rises going up right near me.

I'm feeling alright for now, which is a bit of a surprise for me. Around now I would feel dread in going to work on Monday. I feel a little bit better about it now since it's very much winding down. But I still don't know what's going to happen for me.
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