[TishaBuv]

Up. Counting the good days. Yesterday counts as #1.

[88Butterfly88]

Feeling pretty depressed today. I slept a good part of the day. I'm not motivated to talk to my friends either. I wanted to go to two webinars today but couldn't get myself to go to either of them. I'm also feeling let down that the Wellbutrin didn't work out. I'm seeing a new mental health clinician tomorrow and I'm really hoping that she will be helpful. Otherwise I feel hopeless.

[will19]

It wasn't a good day at work today. The team meeting was postponed because of the Maintenance man being absent and I had wanted to have that meeting. Since the Maintenance man was out, I had to fill in for him and there were problems with the toilets that I couldn't fix. Bear in mind that I don't have much experience with Maintenance and I don't care for it. I wanted to just quit when that happened. And then it was like nothing for work in my area.

[Deilla]

I'm very depressed. I'm not wanting to do anything anymore. I just want to sleep all day.

[Rose76]

Neck is sore. Tinnitus is worsening.
Right deltoid hurts. Death by a thousand cuts advances.

[daas619]

I'm struggling. Majorly depressed and self harming several times a day for the past several days.

[will19]

Not busy at work. Had a team meeting this morning and I felt like it didn't go well for me. After the meeting, I came to a conclusion that, after asking some questions, it may be pretty soon when the job ends. But later in the day I got talking to someone else and he said that my job could go on longer. So everyday it's been up and down about what's going to happen for me.

Felt good leaving work but felt depressed when I got home. But working out made me feel better and then having a nice dinner. Feeling better tonight now.

[Deilla]

I don't feel well emotionally. I'm trying to prepare myself mentally for housework. It's just depressing me.

[will19]

An OK kind of day. The usual cleaning, laundry, and shopping. Nice to have some great music to groove to while doing those things. Maybe someday soon that routine will change. If I'm not going to be at my job, then the Saturday routine will move to another day. It's a nice thought for me.

I didn't sleep well last night and for a good while. I would get right to sleep, but would wake up in the middle of the night, and then it would take two hours to fall back to sleep. It seems like it happens to me at this time of year. Or maybe it's just because of my job and personal life situation.

[TishaBuv]

I’m doing well. No more psych meds, no more hysteria. I think I came to terms with it all and made a choice I can stick to.

[Breaking Dawn]

I've been managing with insights given to me from listening to others. I have a really hard time sometimes, but at the same time I feel extremely blessed. I honestly am certain that these forums are a gift from God, & the leader & volunteers are conduits for God. God bless them!! Thank you so much!!

[Deilla]

I'm not doing well. I had a terrible day and I couldn't sleep. It's late and I'm tired. Today doesn't look much better.

[will19]

Typical Sunday but pretty good. My sister called this morning and it went well. She seems to be very understanding about what I'm going through with my job. Took a longer bike ride today. It was very windy and dusty at some spots.

[Deilla]

I am sad this morning. I have nothing to look forward to. I have chores and more chores. Nothing fun to work on or hope for.

[Breaking Dawn]

Ups & downs. Need to drink coffee. Then I can do some hoping & trying.

[Deilla]

I started working on a new project. It's a collaboration. I am excited. I am happiest when I work on projects. I need to do that more often.

it's been another wasted day.

depressed- check

no motivation- check

so the same as ****ing always really

[MatBell]

Going to the doctor tomorrow for help. Once again...

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[Deilla]

I had a panic attack this morning and decided not to do my scheduled heart test. I was afraid of the 2-hour imaging process. But later I did reschedule. I hope next time I feel better. It's just something I have to do.

[will19]

My sister and I got into it this afternoon. She called me as soon as I got home to tell me that there's a house for sale near where she is. I've told her a thousand times that I am never interested in moving to her area. She still doesn't get it. In fact, she's a pretty good reason why I never want to live close to her.

My job is still the same as there are no new developments, even though there are all kinds of stories about what's going to happen. So indefinite and unpredictable.

I made an attempt to get back with an ex-friend a couple of days ago. He sent me a message saying he read articles about trying to understand me better and apologized for upsetting me many times. I called and asked about the articles that he read. It was about Autism. I was horrified that he implied that I am autistic. I am not that. So it's back to upsetting me and not being friends with him again.