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Default Jun 07, 2022 at 01:27 PM
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Thirty Shades (feel free to ignore the questions), how often are you supposed to take it? Based on your personal experience - not your doctor's advice or directions, how often would it be useful to you to take it?
I am supposed to take it when in crisis…

I am in crisis more often than my supply allows.

I end up rationing myself, in fear, another more deafening crisis will appear.

I run out and have to struggle….

I don’t take enough and have to struggle…

I worry about my rationing….

But I have gratitude that I am not addicted.

I am a complicated human, I guess
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Thank you for being here dear bus friends…
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Thirty Shades (feel free to ignore the questions), how often are you supposed to take it? Based on your personal experience - not your doctor's advice or directions, how often would it be useful to you to take it?
I desire that they give me the gift of acknowledging that I know MY mind and body better than they do....

I would desire that they give me the gift and respect of listening. Even for three minutes. Since they do not give me that respect, I say nothing to them. I have nothing to say to someone who shows ZERO respect or ability to even fake respect

''Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me''

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Not about the situation in the world

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they wanted me to see a patient every 15 minutes...
i refused to do that.............................they got rid of me...
psychiatry has many problems...
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emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..
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emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..


As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
What kept you from screaming?
Would screaming have been helpful or healthy for you?

(Personal Note: I "emit" spontaneous screams daily. No internal warning precedes them, they are usually short, and whatever emotion may be associated with them is nonexistent or barely perceived.)

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As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
What kept you from screaming?
Would screaming have been helpful or healthy for you?

(Personal Note: I "emit" spontaneous screams daily. No internal warning precedes them, they are usually short, and whatever emotion may be associated with them is nonexistent or barely perceived.)
dear rohag...i didn't want to disturb my wife...
it would have been helpful...

i am glad to hear that you scream..
do i have that right..
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emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..
I scream internally too at times..

You are not alone

I am grateful for your truth and wisdom.
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i am working on my FEAR...
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I am here in this world for a reason…
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I am not a normal person…

My brain did not develop that way…

I am kind but non functioning. I must learn not to judge myself so harshly for what I had no control of.
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I am not a normal person…

My brain did not develop that way…

I am kind but non functioning. I must learn not to judge myself so harshly for what I had no control of.
dear TS...we are what we are...i am not normal...i also am trying to work on
accepting and loving that little person in there----me........

we are on the right bus...AS IS
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Sorry that I can't make it to here often. I have not been well. There are times when I feel that I can't go on....But every one of you is in my thoughts all the time. Love, respect and hugs to all on the AS IS BUS.
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Sorry that I can't make it to here often. I have not been well. There are times when I feel that I can't go on....But every one of you is in my thoughts all the time. Love, respect and hugs to all on the AS IS BUS.
dear mimi we may find ways of suffering less
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Just wanted to add that I'm not normal either. But I don't know who is.
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i am a very frightened person...i just came that way...
the fear has me..i am having a hard time accepting that...
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