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Default Aug 19, 2022 at 03:37 AM
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mimi there is hope for you.....and the kittens
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Default Aug 19, 2022 at 05:06 AM
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mimi there is hope for you.....and the kittens
Oh little turtle, you are so kind. Thank you.
The 3 kittens are named Teddy, Smokey and Dora. The Mom cat is called Daisy.
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mimi there is hope for you.....and the kittens
Do you really really believe this little turtle or are you being kind and comforting me? Atm I cannot believe that there is any kind of hope.
This is an unfair world.
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I rescued a dwarf kitten, he is going to be 1 year old end of this August. I named him Simba.
Simba the dwarf kitten - Album on Imgur
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The kittens are playing the whole day through.
28 days old kitties - Album on Imgur
I got some toys for them, like scratch posts and toy mice and sticks for chewing, which made them very happy.

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Default Aug 20, 2022 at 01:54 AM
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Little turtle please please help me. I am very very sad and feel alone all the time. I have no one in India I can share my thoughts with. I talk to the cats/kittens, but the poor things don't understand.
The health care system in India, especially psychiatry and therapy, are not good at all.
I feel that I can't go on....
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I checked my blood pressure today - it is 104/68 and pulse is 67. Is that ok?

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Do you really really believe this little turtle or are you being kind and comforting me? Atm I cannot believe that there is any kind of hope.
This is an unfair world.
dear mimi....you have strength inside you...i see that strength...
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Default Aug 20, 2022 at 05:11 AM
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dear mimi....you have strength inside you...i see that strength...
Thanks, you are so nice. It's been a long time since a pdoc was nice to me.

My thoughts: Once people used to refer to me as a royal warrior and a fighter and now...I am a loser, an idiot, someone people can ridicule, I have no right to live in this world. I have no use in this world. I am worthless. I should die.
Sorry I am a bit hysterical but I'm suffering not only mentally but physically too. Apart from the diarrhea, I feel too dizzy and have very strong nausea. I'm forcing myself to eat.
Btw sorry that I edited my post.

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Default Aug 20, 2022 at 10:44 AM
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Will you all please help me to love my inner cub? I am gradually losing my self confidence and the will to live. Atm I only live for my cats/ kittens. I wish I could tell you my whole life story. But I can't. As you know, my biological mom does not love me and my biological dad is a predator.
I have to stay alive if not for myself but for my pets. They are completely dependent on me.
I feel so helpless and powerless.

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Default Aug 21, 2022 at 11:39 AM
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Mimi, perhaps loving your inner cub - at least in part - involves your cats.

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Mimi, perhaps loving your inner cub - at least in part - involves your cats.
How Rohag?

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The cats are adorable!
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The cats are adorable!
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Little turtle, when I feel too stressed and restless, nothing works other than ativan, not even klonopin. I have become an ativan addict.
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A few songs that help me when I feel I can't go on any more:
BOB DYLAN - Mr Tambourine Man - YouTube
Let It Be (Remastered 2009) - YouTube
500 Miles - Inside Llewyn Davis - YouTube
In God is my trust.

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Fuzzy did you ever try ativan? If yes, what side effects did you have to face?
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A few songs that help me when I feel I can't go on any more:
BOB DYLAN - Mr Tambourine Man - YouTube
Let It Be (Remastered 2009) - YouTube
500 Miles - Inside Llewyn Davis - YouTube
In God is my trust.

Love and respect to all on the AS IS BUS.
2 more nice song:s
Count Your Blessings (Ingrid DuMosch & The London Fox Singers) - MVL - roncobb1 - YouTube
God will make a way - YouTube

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How Rohag?
I don't know. It seems significant the cats have the ability to get you to focus outward. Even if only briefly, the cats draw you into their world and out of your own. They may be better than many medications.

I find anything that gets me out of my own thoughts helps.
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Little turtle, when I feel too stressed and restless, nothing works other than ativan, not even klonopin.
Interesting! Ativan (lorazepam) was the most effective anti-anxiety prescription I've ever taken. It would almost put me to sleep at a standard, low dose. As it was so effective, I was afraid I might reduce its effect by taking it regularly, so I only took it on an as-needed basis regardless of the prescribed directions.

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I don't know. It seems significant the cats have the ability to get you to focus outward. Even if only briefly, the cats draw you into their world and out of your own. They may be better than many medications..
You are correct Rohag. I love them like my own children. Because I can't get love from my biological parents, I have invested all my love in my cats/kittens.
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