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Old 12-09-2021, 03:12 AM   #61
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Old 08-05-2022, 05:11 AM   #62
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Too depressed. I am unemployed and stay with my parents. I have food and shelter but there is no love. My dad wanted to have me as his girlfriend and my mom refused to stand by me. My other people are mean to me as well. My ex American boyfriend dumped me while the ex before him is an anti-social, in fact a terrorist, and is threatening to kill me. He and his people physically torture me every day. They hold high positions in the Indian defense department and I camnot go to the police to complain against them.

I wrote to the usa government several times asking for refuge but have not received any response. Im currently stuck in India, dying a little every day. I would have killed myself had I not had 3 cats who are completely dependent on me. If I die they will die. Is there no help for me?? I will not survive if I cannot get out of India.
I am not well, still struggling and feeling hopeless and helpless. God please help me. I feel I can't go on any more.
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Old 08-20-2022, 05:41 AM   #63
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Once people used to refer to me as a royal warrior and a fighter and now...I am a loser, an idiot, someone people can ridicule, I have no right to live in this world. I have no use in this world. I am worthless. I should die.
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Once people used to refer to me as a royal warrior and a fighter and now...I am a loser, an idiot, someone people can ridicule, I have no right to live in this world. I have no use in this world. I am worthless. I should die.
The people who have made you feel this way are the losers.
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The people who have made you feel this way are the losers.
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Mimi is beautiful and precious to this world
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Yesterday's gone and tomorrow may never be mine...Lord help me today, show me the way...give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do....
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Oh God please give me justice. Every time I come to this world, I am used, abused and tortured. I can't take it any more. Please help me God.
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Old 08-28-2022, 07:10 AM   #70
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I'm physically very sick. Feeling dizzy, lightheaded and exhausted all the time. Plus strong nausea. The doctors suspect that the oxygen level in my brain is going down, not as much to cause death or coma, but enough to make me feel horribly sick.
Feeling physically sick all the time is taking a toll on my mental health as well.

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Sorry for the negative thoughts, I hope not to trigger anyone who reads this post.

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Mimi I am glad you are alive, I do hope you feel better soon
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Mimi I am glad you are alive, I do hope you feel better soon
Thank you.
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I feel so hopeless and restless. Took 1 mg of ativan to calm down.
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Please hold on
It is surreal that a young person should go through all this bad
It will get better... please write here if it is at least a bit helpful
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we all love our mimi
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Please hold on
It is surreal that a young person should go through all this bad
It will get better... please write here if it is at least a bit helpful
Thanks. Yes writing here helps. But some people have said negative things about me too, not on this forum, but another chatroom. So I feel a bit skeptical.
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I was in a lot of physical pain today. Was forced to take several painkillers as I was unable to tolerate the pain. Plus the oxygen in my brain dropped again which made me feel exhausted and drowsy. Now it is past 8pm here in India. Hope the rest of the day goes well.
Still feeling anxious about the future.
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i hope your pain stops soon, mimi
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Old 09-18-2022, 12:59 AM   #79
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i hope your pain stops soon, mimi
Thank you so so much.
Y'day I felt so helpless that I cried out aloud. Is my future as bleak as my present?
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Thanks. Yes writing here helps. But some people have said negative things about me too, not on this forum, but another chatroom. So I feel a bit skeptical.
I'm am sorry to hear that, I hope you can ignore people who behave in unappropriate way on the internet
Chatrooms can be toxic and confusing

I hope you are feeling a bit better
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