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Default Nov 05, 2022 at 08:29 AM
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Feeling very sad and hopeless. Plus there is so much pain in my muscles and bones. And mild to moderate panic attacks from time to time.

They are never going to take me back. Sometimes I wonder why did it have to be me? God why did you choose me as a sacrifice? Do my tears matter to you at all? Will I never find peace in this life? Cruel life....How will I survive here? Oh God!

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Default Nov 08, 2022 at 06:45 AM
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The oxygen level in my brain is very low today. I feel drowsy, nauseous and exhausted. I feel like I am going to collapse any moment. I am not able to do basic self-care like brush my teeth or shower or eat properly or take care of my cats.There is a very sick kitten, bleeding from the an*s, and I am not being able to take him to the vet. It is not because I am depressed, I just don't have the energy.
If the oxygen level goes down a little more, I will go into a coma and/or die. I don't know what the future holds for me but I can't be too positive. Seems that I can't defy my fate however hard I try. Maybe God will take me to him and I will not be in pain any more.

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Dear Mimi, Thank you! You are a wonderful friend. God bless you. I hope you are having an easier day today. Hugs & lots of love to you!

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Dear Mimi, Thank you! You are a wonderful friend. God bless you. I hope you are having an easier day today. Hugs & lots of love to you!
Thanks much Breaking Dawn. Yes today is easier like the last 5 days, thanks to God and my friends who have supported me and given me hope and courage. Hope your day goes easier too. Much love.
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Thanks much Breaking Dawn. Yes today is easier like the last 5 days, thanks to God and my friends who have supported me and given me hope and courage. Hope your day goes easier too. Much love.
Thank you, Mimi! And lots of love to your wonderful cats, too!

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I hope our mimi feels better soon

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Thank you, I have been better the past week or so. The brain oxygen supply is a bit up. Thanks to God and all my friends.
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It's wonderful news, that you're feeling better, Mimi.

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It's wonderful news, that you're feeling better, Mimi.
Thank you Breaking Dawn.
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Default Nov 29, 2022 at 03:37 AM
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Feeling very hopeless....the realization that I may be stuck in India forever scares me....still hanging in there. Yesterday somebody left a rotting dead kitten in our backyard.
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Feeling very hopeless....the realization that I may be stuck in India forever scares me....still hanging in there. Yesterday somebody left a rotting dead kitten in our backyard.
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Default Dec 04, 2022 at 09:14 AM
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Feeling hopeless, hanging in there still.
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Feeling hopeless, hanging in there still.
I'm so sorry, Mimi. I hope something nice happens for you soon that will lift your spirits.

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Default Dec 05, 2022 at 10:36 AM
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Too depressed. I am unemployed and stay with my parents. I have food and shelter but there is no love. My dad wanted to have me as his girlfriend and my mom refused to stand by me. My other people are mean to me as well. My ex American boyfriend dumped me while the ex before him is an anti-social, in fact a terrorist, and is threatening to kill me. He and his people physically torture me every day. They hold high positions in the Indian defense department and I camnot go to the police to complain against them.

I wrote to the usa government several times asking for refuge but have not received any response. Im currently stuck in India, dying a little every day. I would have killed myself had I not had 3 cats who are completely dependent on me. If I die they will die. Is there no help for me?? I will not survive if I cannot get out of India.
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Hang in there. You have a lot of support here.
I hope I can find refuge in some other western country because usa is not going to have me back. India is absolutely toxic for me.
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Default Jan 02, 2023 at 10:42 PM
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Have not been well. Not washed my hair for over a month and not taken bath for over 10 days. Oversleeping. Tired. Less energy. Quite frustrated. Still hanging in there and not giving up hope.
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