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Default May 04, 2021 at 10:17 PM
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I feel I am my own worst enemy. Sometimes I feel self destructive and hopeless in beating this depression I feel.
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Default May 05, 2021 at 01:24 AM
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I have definitely painted myself into a corner in my life. I feel unworthy of any sympathy or compassion because I feel like I have done all of this to myself.

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Default Jun 02, 2021 at 03:23 AM
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I felt so guilty way back when my illness was diagnosed. For 5 years I've been blaming myself for not being able to achieve my dream because I caused let this thing to happen to me. After that I slowly accepted and understood that there was nothing I could do at that time and I just have to manage to be stable and do what I can. Almost 12 years have passed and I still sometimes wonder if I could've done any different. Now, I still beat myself up sometimes, but I'm more forgiving of myself. I guess I could say, there are 2 enemies, myself and bipolar disorder.
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