[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Kelly68

I crave privacy. But I won'r get it. not in this housing market. I have no idea what I'm doing. I think I can go back to work full time yet I have heard nothing since this interview. I can look elsewhere but jobs are scarce and salons may be shut down again... who knows. There's no stability in the job market either. Advice sucks, invest in stocks. I know nothing about stocks except that it seems more like gambling. I miss my dad. I'd rather have him back.. I'm old but it doesn't mean losing family is any easier. I don't think he'd have advice for me anyways..... in his mind my brother would help me figure this out. My brother was a complete arse to me.. doesn't speak to anyone because he thinks the amount of money is low. It is, but it's no ones fault. It's the way things go. I hate that leaving a house and your dad dying breaks up familys that rant about the price of anything. It was my dads. He worked and mom their whole life. That's why I feel, even though I'm in pain and disabled, I should work too for my two sons . Depression takes a back burner, but I'm anxious and worried.

Everyone is struggling right now financially because of this pandemic I’m sorry that your dad is dying. I do understand how you are feeling.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I feel a little bit better than I did when I woke up. My grocery shopper got almost everything I wanted. So I am pleased. Now I just hope they deliver to the right apartment. Then I can relax.

I’m glad that you feel better when you woke up. I hope that the grocery shopper will bring everything to the right apartment.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

A long day today. Nothing much I can do for myself. Maybe in a week from now I can go bike riding. On Tuesday I plan on having a blood and urine sample for an annual physical for the following week. That means I have to fast for tomorrow night and part of Tuesday morning.

I hope you can go bike riding. I hope everything goes okay at your doctor appointment.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by zapatoes

I’m sleepy and need to get bed soon chilling with listening to nature sounds and it’s nice. Need to work on stress management since TMJ worse now and always affects left side of my jaw, and now my left shoulder hurts. Read online these symptoms could be related, TMJ pain can affect the neck and shoulders.

I hope that you can get sleep. I’m sorry that you are feeling stressed out today. Have you tried the exercise for TMJ?

[Deilla]

Today has had a lot of downs. I'm tired now and I'm upset that I haven't heard from my therapist. I will just go to bed.

[3rd rock]

It's official. My latest book is a dud.

[regretful]

It has not been getting any better...it has not been getting any worse...so I made an appointment with a primary MD to talk about medication. I'm very reluctant to do this, but I think it's my last resort.

[Deilla]

I cleaned litter boxes in here but it still stinks. And now my cat is crying. I'm having a bad cat mom day.

[Fuzzybear]

here. maybe.

[Mountaindewed]

I’m too preoccupied with other things today to be depressed about anything.

[Fuzzybear]

wish that worked...

[Aardwolf]

Why won't the nightmares stop ?All the time it keeps happening. It never ends. Whjy won't it stop. why won't it give me peace ? Peace is all i want. Please make it go away.

[Deilla]

I cooked some food this morning so I feel like I accomplished something. I was feeling pretty worthless. When I need someone no one is around. It's always that way. I'm pretty useless and worthless.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by regretful

It wears you down like a sand dune near a beach...it erodes you so slowly, but it's there all the time...depression is simply a terrible thing...I wish all of you well in your struggle with this terrible affliction.

That is so true.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I totally have unsupportive people in my life. I feel angry. My therapist upset me today and my mom just whined and complained. I'm not in a good mood.

I understand how you feel. I have similar problems.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I’m pretty depressed right now but I can’t pinpoint the exact cause of it. But I do know it’s not my transference T for once.

I’m sorry that you are feeling depressed. I understand how you feel.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

Fairly busy today. Just worked out in the morning. In the afternoon I went out for a little bit. It seemed like that made me feel better. Having anxiety about the blood/urine test tomorrow morning.

Sometime distraction is good thing. Good luck with your doctor appointment tomorrow.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Kelly68

Pain is keeping me from sleeping. The doctor is testing my patience, I really need the stuff. One day without it and everything hurts. I can try to distract myself, but phsyical pain is something I often see no solution for. He gave me arthritis pills, but a blood test said no I don't have that. I know what hurts and it hurts.

I understand how you are feeling.

[herethennow]

i haven't been on this forum for some years, and was searching for it only to know that it was changed from PC to a new name.
reading all my past stuff made me tear up and i am grateful for the support that PC (now mysupportforums) gave me during that point in my life. i have forged friendships during that time, and for one, i wonder how she is doing.

as for me, the past few years saw a shift in my life as i began a full time job, finally found the right psychiatrist and psychologist for me, and just lived. things haven't been easy, but it's always one step at a time.

just wanted to leave a message to say thank you.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, @herethennow! Thank you so much for sharing here. I hope you visit us some more, now & then?