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Old 08-21-2021, 03:38 PM   #41
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I been feeling really depressed again.
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Old 08-21-2021, 04:18 PM   #42
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As always, I cleaned my place this morning like I always have. Nothing much after the cleaning and lunch ended. I feel like the part on my face that was worked on three weeks ago is looking much better. I'll be very happy when I can have my old routine back, even though my social life won't be any better by then.
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Old 08-21-2021, 07:08 PM   #43
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Today was better. I saw both my sons. i've made a decision to give money even though it's counted as my asset My son's both need help in life, that matters more to me than anything.
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It's been a couple more weeks and my novel is a failure. I can't succeed no matter what I try.
Try to write something else. May be that will help!
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I crave privacy. But I won'r get it. not in this housing market. I have no idea what I'm doing. I think I can go back to work full time yet I have heard nothing since this interview. I can look elsewhere but jobs are scarce and salons may be shut down again... who knows. There's no stability in the job market either. Advice sucks, invest in stocks. I know nothing about stocks except that it seems more like gambling. I miss my dad. I'd rather have him back.. I'm old but it doesn't mean losing family is any easier. I don't think he'd have advice for me anyways..... in his mind my brother would help me figure this out. My brother was a complete arse to me.. doesn't speak to anyone because he thinks the amount of money is low. It is, but it's no ones fault. It's the way things go. I hate that leaving a house and your dad dying breaks up familys that rant about the price of anything. It was my dads. He worked and mom their whole life. That's why I feel, even though I'm in pain and disabled, I should work too for my two sons . Depression takes a back burner, but I'm anxious and worried.
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I feel a little bit better than I did when I woke up. My grocery shopper got almost everything I wanted. So I am pleased. Now I just hope they deliver to the right apartment. Then I can relax.
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A long day today. Nothing much I can do for myself. Maybe in a week from now I can go bike riding. On Tuesday I plan on having a blood and urine sample for an annual physical for the following week. That means I have to fast for tomorrow night and part of Tuesday morning.
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I’m sleepy and need to get bed soon chilling with listening to nature sounds and it’s nice. Need to work on stress management since TMJ worse now and always affects left side of my jaw, and now my left shoulder hurts. Read online these symptoms could be related, TMJ pain can affect the neck and shoulders.
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Old 08-23-2021, 12:38 PM   #49
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It wears you down like a sand dune near a beach...it erodes you so slowly, but it's there all the time...depression is simply a terrible thing...I wish all of you well in your struggle with this terrible affliction.
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I totally have unsupportive people in my life. I feel angry. My therapist upset me today and my mom just whined and complained. I'm not in a good mood.
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I’m pretty depressed right now but I can’t pinpoint the exact cause of it. But I do know it’s not my transference T for once.
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Fairly busy today. Just worked out in the morning. In the afternoon I went out for a little bit. It seemed like that made me feel better. Having anxiety about the blood/urine test tomorrow morning.
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Pain is keeping me from sleeping. The doctor is testing my patience, I really need the stuff. One day without it and everything hurts. I can try to distract myself, but phsyical pain is something I often see no solution for. He gave me arthritis pills, but a blood test said no I don't have that. I know what hurts and it hurts.
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I feel a little sad and disappointed this morning. Things are a little difficult. I'm trying to do the best I can.
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Not getting much better...keeping up with the morning exercise routine, though...so that's a plus.
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Today was a very nice day. It seems like I don't have many real nice days but I tried to bask in it for today. It was because I went to have a blood test for an annual physical and got my results. I pretty much "aced" it this time. The results were seemingly the best I had in a good while. I hope it keeps up. The results have always been good, but this time it was the best. I will have an appointment with my Primary Care Physician nine days from now.

Also I was very busy today so there wasn't as much sitting around as in other days. I"m still restricted but the bike riding restriction will be lifted by next week.
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I have a med appointment today. I'm sleepy and ready for bed. But my appointment is after 5 pm. I guess I'm going to bed once it's done.
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Overwhelmed...I have an appointment with a primary MD on Monday and may discuss meds with him...I've been down that road before, and I didn't like it due to so many side effects...Not sure what to do. Depression is paralyzing at times...Wishing all of you well in your personal battle against this invisible monster.
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Overwhelmed...I have an appointment with a primary MD on Monday and may discuss meds with him...I've been down that road before, and I didn't like it due to so many side effects...Not sure what to do. Depression is paralyzing at times...Wishing all of you well in your personal battle against this invisible monster.
I can somewhat understand this since I have had many horrible side effects from multiple meds. Intolerable in fact. I also wish you well in your personal battle against the invisible monster.
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Overwhelmed...I have an appointment with a primary MD on Monday and may discuss meds with him...I've been down that road before, and I didn't like it due to so many side effects...Not sure what to do. Depression is paralyzing at times...Wishing all of you well in your personal battle against this invisible monster.
I can somewhat understand this since I have had many horrible side effects from multiple meds. Intolerable in fact. I also wish you well in your personal battle against the invisible monster.

Thank you for saying that. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one with side-effects. I had some success with Cymbalta, but after some monster weight gain and perhaps some medication induced mania, I stopped it. The withdrawal was horrible. So, I'll probably just end up grinding my way through this. And thank you for the well wishes.
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