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Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2016
Location: neither here nor there
Posts: 1,269
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#801
I wish there were a local Agoraphobic group to go out and do things together with. That way we would all know we feel the same and could support each other. Agoraphobics Unite!
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Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, dzrtgirl, filipendula, Fuzzybear, hvert, T4bbyCat, unaluna
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,410
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#802
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Breaking Dawn, hvert, Rose76, T4bbyCat
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Rose76
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 9,703
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#803
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Breaking Dawn, hvert, T4bbyCat
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
Posts: 3,652
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#804
A very busy day with cleaning in the morning. After lunch I did little things like;
cleaned and replaced filters on the water distiller, changed a filter on Britta, and did some online ordering. I normally don't purchase online but I purchased a couple of things because they cannot be found here locally. Feeling OK today. A couple of days ago I found a 1942 Quarter while bike riding. I got a good cash offer for it. Today I was able to squeeze in a one hour bike ride. It's been wet outside for most of the day with drizzle. |
Breaking Dawn, hvert, T4bbyCat, unaluna
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,515
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#805
I am in bed way too much. I basically haven't left my bedroom today. The funny thing is that I don't feel depressed emotionally. I do know that this is a form of depression, even though I feel mentally content. It's gone on too long. It has just gotten worse and worse - this not wanting to go anywhere or do anything. I just read and watch cable TV and YouTube videos. I do eat just fine.
I can't seem to resume normal activity. I've wondered what kind of treatment might help me. I doubt anything would. |
Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, hvert, T4bbyCat
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#806
It's been very hard for me lately & it hurts a lot.
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
Deilla, downandlonely, hvert, Mountaindewed, Rose76, T4bbyCat
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,836
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#807
I had SAD for 16 years and now I seem to have the opposite issue. This sun setting at 9PM is not working out for me like it used to. I also like my jeans and hoodies more then my shorts and T shirts.
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Breaking Dawn, Deilla, downandlonely, hvert, T4bbyCat
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,836
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#808
I feel like both this site and my doctor are screwing me over for no reason. I've been waiting nonstop all day for stuff to be approved and for my doctor to call back and nothing has happened all day. I literally just took a shower because I was bored and had nothing else to do. Plus our tap water makes my anxiety super high and no amount of meds makes it better. It just has to run its course. But hey, after 11 days my weight is finally dropping and I can finally wear button shirts since my shoulders match my hips now.
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Breaking Dawn, Deilla, downandlonely, hvert, T4bbyCat
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#809
I am working now. The job is keeping me busy. Seems like I work all hours of the day, but I am taking some down time now. I will cook and play games. It's good to be working.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#810
I'm glad the job is working out, Deilla. I'm sorry, Mountaindewed, that your doctor & this site have not been there for you. I feel some guilt about that because I don't post sometimes. I've been having a hard time myself. But I seem to be doing a little bit better today so far.
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
Deilla, downandlonely, T4bbyCat
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Deilla
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: US
Posts: 4,888
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#811
I'm trying not to start catastrophizing. I am heading out of town and my laptop just broke. I spent a few hours seeing if I could fix it but I think I need to order parts. I need to just start setting up a spare and move on.
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Breaking Dawn, Deilla, downandlonely, T4bbyCat
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#812
I'm stressed today and very sad. I don't feel like doing anything. It's my day off and I just want to sleep all day.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, hvert, Rose76, T4bbyCat
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Member
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: US
Posts: 232
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#813
When I was in school and poor, I used to get a tax refund. Now that I'm out of school and poor, I owe taxes! Seems like career progress or something.
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Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, filipendula, hvert
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: US
Posts: 4,888
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#814
I'm feeling better today and think it's related to the weather being less gloomy than it has been for a few days.
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downandlonely
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#815
Insomnia, pain, dread, too tired, sad. Games here help a little bit.
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
Deilla, downandlonely, T4bbyCat
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#816
Today is my day off. I plan to relax. I'm in good spirits.
__________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
Breaking Dawn, T4bbyCat
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downandlonely
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,515
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#817
I'm just not keeping up with stuff.
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Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, T4bbyCat
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Member
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: US
Posts: 232
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#818
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Breaking Dawn, downandlonely
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Rose76
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,515
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#819
Today was a bad day for me. I'm not doing good at all.
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Breaking Dawn, downandlonely, T4bbyCat
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Member
Member Since Apr 2022
Location: Earth
Posts: 230
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#820
I have almost zero energy. This isn't the depression anymore, at least not just that. I had covid last november and i've felt drained and my memory seems worse.
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Breaking Dawn, Rose76, T4bbyCat
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