[Mountaindewed]

I'm not really depressed but theres just this thing I question every now and then. Only my family members and my doctors know about it and they are all nice and supportive but sometimes my pdoc makes comments like he thinks I'm strange for not wanting it at the moment so I've been questioning myself lately and kinda thinking and looking at myself differently. Not all the time. Just sometimes.

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by will19

The rent has gone up a bit, like I figured. For now I'm either going to sign up to have the rent the same each month until next June or month-to-month, which is a lot more. As of now, my goal is to stay where I am until next April. A year ago I had planned to move out in April of this year but didn't do it. I'm a little bit mad about it, but maybe it's for the best, I don't know.

Best of luck on finding a place. I'm sort of priced out of my area, so I need to find a cheaper place. Amazing how prices have routinely doubled or tripled here in a year or two. Makes no sense, but we'll see if it corrects itself or just keeps going.

[Rose76]

Doing a little better. Slow progress.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Rose76

Doing a little better. Slow progress.

I'm glad for you, Rose. I'm trying, too. Any amount of progress is wonderful.

[Rose76]

Thanks Breaking_Dawn. I'm glad you're moving in the right direction too . . . even if it's slow going.

I guess today was not a total waste. I got my second COVID booster shot and I rejoined a nearby gym.

Generally, I just don't feel well, physically or mentally. Too many months sitting around getting more fat and lazy and out of shape. I hope I can reverse this

[Cocosurviving]

I planned on grabbed items from Sprouts and Whole Foods however fatigue was very high today.

I’m going to Spouts and Whole Foods ASAP. I get all my fresh fruits, vegetables and smoothie ingredients at both places.

I decided to stay home, get a few things done around the house and get ready for the week ahead.

I finished folding my laundry.

Dinner was easy. I cooked hamburgers yesterday. We had leftovers, I baked sweet potatoes and acorn squash.

My paper planner is caught up for the week.

I budget for May 2022 is completed.

My teenager is going to day camp and school.
I need to add the start date to my planner.

I will also add the first day of school for 2022-2023.

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[Rose76]

I'm in the hospital with intestinal infection. I was awful sick. Hope to go home Thurs.

That might be why I couldn't get much done.

[tokiwartooth]

I'm feeling so unsatisfied with my life. I wish so badly that I could go back and change things. It's not that I have a bad job or anything, but I just don't feel happy here anymore and I'm ready for a change. I have a goal of moving to and working in Raleigh in my field, but so far there's no jobs in my field that would match my current pay, benefits and expertise. I keep praying that something good happens, some good change in my life, but I haven't seen anything yet.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm in the hospital with intestinal infection. I was awful sick. Hope to go home Thurs.

That might be why I couldn't get much done.

I'm sorry, Rose, but glad to know you are getting well. And if you will have some energy now, that will be so nice.

[Mountaindewed]

I am really under the weather today. I have legit medical issues going on that will hopefully be taken care of tommorow. So I think I'm just not feeling good. I don't really feel depressed about anything in particular besides my health. Today I think its just the physical stuff thats going on.

[Sunflower123]

I am severely depressed at this time. I feel hopeless and defeated.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I am severely depressed at this time. I feel hopeless and defeated.

I'm sorry.

[Deilla]

I've been traumatized by scammers on dating sites. I deleted all my profiles. I give up.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I've been traumatized by scammers on dating sites. I deleted all my profiles. I give up.

How awful! Things like this teach us not to trust. Such a harmful thing.
Try to hang in there, @Deilla. Hugs & love to you!

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I've been traumatized by scammers on dating sites. I deleted all my profiles. I give up.

Yes, scammers don't care how they hurt someone as long as they get the money. Rather than "trust but verify," it's better to "never trust and always verify" in this space. But even if you talk to them via webcam, they need not be who they claim to be.

[Rose76]

Came home from the hospital last eveing. I was much improved. Kust still a bit weak. Since 6 a.m. today, I have felt very distressed again.

At the hospital, I was mostly in make-shift cubicles in hallways . . . moved from one spot to another. Place at 130% capacity. I couldn't face going back there.

[Rose76]

I feel so sick, awful sick. Don't know what to do. Call placed to my provider.

I fear going back to E.R.

[Deilla]

I'm a bit stressed about work. But I'm off now and I'm going to relax. If I can do the task requested, I will. If it's not possible, it's not my problem. Get over it!

[Rose76]

I'ld rather be dead than be this sick. Not planning to off myself. Just experiencing such misery.

[hvert]

Rose76, I hope you are starting to feel better. It sounds truly miserable.

I have been in a weird mood this week. I am very stressed about money.