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#81
I feel sad today. Something important to me isn't working out. It's because of my choices. I wish I could pick something else but it's too late. I don't feel like I will succeed. I'll just have to quit. It's upsetting me too much.
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#82
Am tired but OK (enough).
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#85
The hours pass at a snail's pace when I'm depressed (like I am now)...and the actual days and weeks seem to fly by...it's all a matter of perception. I do wish all of you well with your personal struggle with this invisible and miserable monster.
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#86
I tried REST. It didn't help because there's nothing I want to do to distract myself. Pretty pointless exercise.
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#87
I’m not too depressed today. Last night was bad but I didn’t do things correctly during the day so things blew up in my face at night. Today I’m not depressed about much of anything. I didn’t watch the news at all so I don’t know what’s going on. I also haven’t dwelled on my transference T in a couple of days. Even the song that makes me think of her doesn’t really make me feel that raw powerful emotion I felt the first few months I listened to it.
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#88
I've gotten into a bad state. I don't think this is going to blow over.
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#89
I kept myself busy today. Did some light shopping in the morning. In the afternoon I took a long bike ride, which was the first time in a month. It was great. My only friend is leaving tonight and will be on a river cruise for a week. I'll miss him even though he's not a real great guy.
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#90
It really is debilitating...There was a time in my life that I was cheerful and because of some poor decisions, I find myself in this repetitive cycle of falling into depression and clawing my way out. It's very cloudy right now and I'm not sure if I'm still falling deeper into depression or if I'm at rock bottom starting to claw my way out...I do know that one of the major contributors to this is a business decision that I made - following money instead of following what I really wanted to do. It's such a mess...And at nearly 56 years old, I thought I'd have a better handle on things. All I can do is keep pressing on...and wishing you all well in your personal struggle with this invisible monster.
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#91
I’m not really depressed today. I know I’ll be out of a situation eventually and I have things set up. But I think I was mainly ok with my depression because the number on the scale was good this morning and I ate today and throughout the day but I didn’t overdo it.
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#92
Today I feel really sad and like my life is pointless.
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#93
I been feeling really depressed lately.
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I can see my goal but have dread and concern in reference to the possible path.
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#95
I am beginning to accept that my problems are right now related to depression. I have been going to all the wrong groups. My depression is related to my fears, paranoia and anxiety.
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#96
I took 2 of my meds and a Valium 20 minutes ago and I got that 30 second high when your meds make you feel amazing the second you take them. Then I crashed right back down again a couple minutes later.
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#97
Was very busy today. Went to the doctor's for an annual check up and everything is fine. And did some shopping. Even though it seemed like a nice day I've been feeling bad throughout the day.
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#98
Ugh, no not again. Another possible tear in TFCC. No, no surgery. Please let it heal!!! And I hope I don't have to use emergency services for mh....I want to scream!!
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#99
I feel worthless and like life is hopeless. Even my games disappoint me, and they're supposed to be fun. They've been making me miserable.
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#100
Just can't seem to shake it...there were fleeting moments when I wasn't depressed....I really do hate this affliction. I am sure everyone does. I wish all of you well in your struggle with this persistent and unwelcome monster.
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