[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm very sad, too. I think it's mostly situational. Too many really difficult things to deal with.

Same with me. I feel hopeless and helpless. I pray to God whenever I feel I can't go on any more.

[will19]

I felt pretty good this morning because I was cleaning and listening to nice music while cleaning. Felt let down after it's over and done with.

Yesterday I had some disappointments. I went grocery shopping in the early morning and the store did not have four items I wanted; so I ended up having to get other items to take its place and the substitutes are not as good as what I wanted. And then I gave my friend a call because I needed comfort (I'll get into the part about the comfort in the next paragraph). We couldn't talk to each other because his phone kept on dying out on him. This happened with him a couple of months ago twice when we talked and it's still a problem. It seemed like he had not put in any effort to fix that problem when it's been going on for two months.

The comfort part is about me needing comfort because, last Wednesday, my sister and I got into a fight over the phone. She insisted on talking about an issue that she has mentions quite a few times with me and I never wanted to talk about it. I've told her, over and over again, that I never wanted to talk about that issue and she still brings it up. So I told her not to call me anymore. Quite a few times, with her calls to me, she upsets me like nobody else does.

[will19]

I worked out this morning and felt pretty good until the tail end of the exercising. I felt like I had a little anxiety attack at that time. I had leftovers for lunch after working out and didn't have an appetite like usual. I got thinking bad thoughts - about something terrible is going to happen to me that will be unbearable.

After I ate, I felt better even though I didn't take in as much. I felt better and then an hour later, got the news that Olivia Newton-John passed away. I couldn't believe it! She had quite a battle with breast cancer and it seemed like she's gone too soon. Plus she appeared to me as someone who would take good care of herself. She didn't deserve of what she had to go through! She's not much older than me. I loved a lot of her songs.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by will19

I worked out this morning and felt pretty good until the tail end of the exercising. I felt like I had a little anxiety attack at that time. I had leftovers for lunch after working out and didn't have an appetite like usual. I got thinking bad thoughts - about something terrible is going to happen to me that will be unbearable.

After I ate, I felt better even though I didn't take in as much. I felt better and then an hour later, got the news that Olivia Newton-John passed away. I couldn't believe it! She had quite a battle with breast cancer and it seemed like she's gone too soon. Plus she appeared to me as someone who would take good care of herself. She didn't deserve of what she had to go through! She's not much older than me. I loved a lot of her songs.

I thought she was going to outsmart the C again. She had the most beautiful attitude, spiritual, super healthy diet, such a beautiful person. And her beautiful music she leaves behind for others to enjoy for many years to come. This is so sad.