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Location: Michigan
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Dec 15, 2021 at 12:49 PM
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I hate myself I hate my life I am 48 fat as hell at 200lbs disgusting and cellulite stretch mark no job no friends no partner no life.
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Location: Chicago
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Dec 15, 2021 at 01:07 PM
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Some time ago I was psychotic and had no friends or partner. It was a low. My psychiatrist said to me that just because you weren’t good at things (friendships etc) in the past doesn’t mean you won’t be good now or in the future.
This advice Inspired me to find friendship and romantic relationships which have come and gone with life changes. I’m about 175 and being fat makes those friendships and relationships more meaningful because they aren’t based on superficial stuff like “hotness”. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! 
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Location: Michigan
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Dec 15, 2021 at 01:22 PM
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I constant feel hopelessness and impending doom and my life centers around severe health anxiety and obsessive fears of aging and dying that are relentless. No good future for me.
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Dec 15, 2021 at 01:40 PM
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I had three different anxiety’s...social phobia, GAD And agoraphobia. It can all be overcome with time, therapy and medicine. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Dec 15, 2021 at 02:27 PM
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Im kinda in the same boat, only older and fatter. But alone and with no direction, and probably closer to the horizon.
But at least my hair grew out nice during the covid. Are you looking for advice or help or what here, or just to rant? We're listening. 
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Location: USA
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Dec 15, 2021 at 07:53 PM
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Have you considered looking for positive quotes that can help you get through the moment? Lisa A Romano, Kati Morton, Teal Swan has all kinds of suicide prevention on YouTube. Lisa A Romano has an office in NY. Kati Morton has all kinds of mental health on YouTube like 25 coping skills. __________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Dec 16, 2021 at 05:07 PM
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Dec 17, 2021 at 11:30 PM
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I’m not saying this is what you need or should do but have you ever read up on gastric bypass or another weight loss surgery? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ "I carried a watermelon?" President of the no F's given society. |
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