[Checo]

I am really tired of this feeling, watching everything fall. I want to stop, breathe and think... But with the uni and my family who would not let me get out of that place.

That makes me feel like *****, for me it's like living in hell, where my own mind is my "punisher". I have another ideas that doesn't let me sleep in the night, and if I do, I don't really rest. Such ideas are: against the government (y'know authoritarism, opression, wars, fake news, etc) I need to say that I'm not a 'right' or a 'left' guy; I hate this society too, and I declarde myself as an anarchist (I am reading books to avoid being ignorant). Oh, and normally my parents compare me with familiar's sons who actually are determinated and even they are studying 2 careers at the same time, meanwhile I'm struggling with my only career (Automotive Systems Engineering).

These are only a few of my problems. And yeah, my mind now is a whole disaster. I don't know what I am gonna do, I feel completely lost. I feel like a frightened child looking for its savior.

I hope you can give me some advices to deal with this, and not waste my future.

[Yaowen]

I'm so sorry you are suffering. Automotive Systems Engineering? Is that an interesting field? I don't know much about it.