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Default Aug 23, 2022 at 02:24 AM
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Very lonely and depressed. If my past is any indication of my future, it looks like things will never get better, only worse. i guess i just have to accept whatever comes, there isn't a choice.
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At this moment I am doing a little bit better.

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Very lonely and depressed. If my past is any indication of my future, it looks like things will never get better, only worse. i guess i just have to accept whatever comes, there isn't a choice.
I've been feeling exactly the same way. I feel like my head is in the dark clouds - that not much is going to happen except for doom and gloom. I don't foresee great things happening in the future; only bad.

My friend and I split up last night. We had an argument while talking on the phone. He hung up on me. I hate it when that happens.
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I've been feeling exactly the same way. I feel like my head is in the dark clouds - that not much is going to happen except for doom and gloom. I don't foresee great things happening in the future; only bad.

My friend and I split up last night. We had an argument while talking on the phone. He hung up on me. I hate it when that happens.
i'm sorry you feel this way too Will, and that you lost your friend last night. Getting hung up on is hurtful and frustrating. Hopefully you can mend the friendship or make a new friend.

Loneliness and lack of friendships is a big part of my depression. I'm trying to learn to like being alone but I do need some kind of socializing in my life.
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Very lonely and depressed. If my past is any indication of my future, it looks like things will never get better, only worse. i guess i just have to accept whatever comes, there isn't a choice.
I feel exactly the same. Hugs. Hope you feel better soon.
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I'm feeling like things are not going well lately. I had let go two people in my life and they were all that I had. They were being annoying to me (long story). So now I have no one. I had a blood test this morning and got a result. I was not satisfied with the result. So I'm in a gloomy mood. For some strange reason, I knew that it was not going to be a great day today. I'm feeling like no one cares.
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I am rewriting parts of my novel one more time, especially the early parts. I hope rewrites on the first few chapters will increase my chances of finding an agent or publisher. They typically require submissions to include a sample of the first 1-5 chapters, so rewriting these to make them better might increase my chances on any given submission. I expect these rewrites to be finished by the end of the labor day long weekend, after which time I'll resume submitting.
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I'm feeling like things are not going well lately. I had let go two people in my life and they were all that I had. They were being annoying to me (long story). So now I have no one. I had a blood test this morning and got a result. I was not satisfied with the result. So I'm in a gloomy mood. For some strange reason, I knew that it was not going to be a great day today. I'm feeling like no one cares.
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I lost a lot of friends recently.

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Felt alright after my routine of the Saturday morning cleaning. But overall feeling like I'm in a slump. It's like nothing is lining up well; and if some little nice thing were about to happen, then it would get blown out. It's one of those kind of days. Like being on a team who's constantly losing and can't do anything right.
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i wish i could just sleep away the next week.... it's the only good thing lately even though it's not enough
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Weird morning. I was busy making a batch of spaghetti sauce for the next four weeks, like I do. It appeared my sister called a couple of times but didn't leave a message. And then my friend from college called a couple of times and didn't leave a message either. So I'm wondering if there's a problem with my voicemail.

The last time I spoke to my sister I told her I didn't want to do the phone calls anymore because she's too upsetting to me. So I wonder if she had something to tell me or if her phone accidentally called. Around the same time my friend, whom I had split up recently, sent me a message saying that he's worried about me. I don't know why people upset me and then they want to get back together with me and not apologize. I don't get it.

I had planned to call my college friend later today. I called him back but just left a message. I hope I can get through to him sometime today. I feel like I really need him or anyone else who can lend an ear.
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Weird morning. I was busy making a batch of spaghetti sauce for the next four weeks, like I do. It appeared my sister called a couple of times but didn't leave a message. And then my friend from college called a couple of times and didn't leave a message either. So I'm wondering if there's a problem with my voicemail.
I fixed the voicemail problem. I had a nice neighbor who let me make a phone call to myself to test the voicemail. The voicemail was not coming on, so I unplugged my phone and internet connection and rebooted. VOICEMAIL WORKS NOW!
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Went out to a bar tonight for the first time since pre-Covid. I forgot how loud it gets. Had to scream to be heard.
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I fixed the voicemail problem. I had a nice neighbor who let me make a phone call to myself to test the voicemail. The voicemail was not coming on, so I unplugged my phone and internet connection and rebooted. VOICEMAIL WORKS NOW!
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I had to quit online therapy. So now I feel pretty alone. I don't have my therapy room anymore so I can't write what I think about. I could write in a journal but it's better when you know someone will read it and respond. So I'm really stressed about that.

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I feel really blah and unfocused lately. Not sure how to snap out of it.
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22:37 in India. I feel dizzy, lightheaded, weak and exhausted, feel like I'm going to collapse and pass out any moment. Plus severe nausea.
Hope the oxygen level in my brain increases soon...I really feel very very sick.
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I wished that I felt good about myself and had high self esteem.

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