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Old Jan 23, 2023 at 05:36 PM
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I'm wishing for your happiness, @Buffy01, with a big powerful huge feeling, & for your cat's, too!
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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 12:20 AM
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Today was not too bad. I got my car back from the repair shop. Cost me a lot, and still could use more work.

I have to keep pushing myself. To do anything is hard.
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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 10:19 AM
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I'm wishing for your happiness, @Buffy01, with a big powerful huge feeling, & for your cat's, too!
Thank you. That means a lot to me.

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 02:34 PM
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I was invited out and have had a good and extra ordinary day today.

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 05:36 PM
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I felt like I squandered the day today. I didn't do much and it seemed like it was too nice of a day to not do much. So that got me down and guilty.

Last night a neighbor of mine (a married woman) was taken to a hospital. The ambulance came to the apartment complex. I was going to go out to look but came across her husband and he told me about his wife. I don't know what her issue was. She once told me that she has emphysema, which can't be cured. It's too bad because I like her a lot. I haven't heard anything new about her today. I feel bad about that couple because they both have health issues.

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 07:05 PM
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A boring day today and a kind of day that it's not nice to go out because it's hot. I'm still having trouble sleeping because of the heat. I get depression easily when I don't get a good night's sleep plus hot weather makes me depressed anyways.

I've just noticed a couple of spots on my skin that doesn't look right to me. I plan to call the Dermatologist tomorrow. I don't know when I will be seen. I have anxiety about this, but on the other hand, I could be over reacting which I always do. I have an appointment with my Primary Care Physician next week for a routine check up. I have anxiety about that, too.

Overall, I'm feeling blah. I have heavy feelings of doom and gloom and can't seem to cheer up.
Sometimes the weather can affect our moods Itís normal to feel nervous for doctors appointment.

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 07:08 PM
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Iím really struggling tonight. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
I hope :hug you begin :sadhug to feel better soon .

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 07:10 PM
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I'm really tired today, for some reason. I'm going to go to bed really early. I really don't feel well, physically. I just hope I recover with a good night's sleep so I can function at work tomorrow. Because of the holiday I have only a three-day week this week.
I hope you :hug can get some sleep and feel better .

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I'm spending way too much time in bed. Some things ache because of laying around. i don't know how to get ambition to do anything, seems like nothing is worth doing
I understand how your :sadhug feeling .

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Another dull and hot day for me today. Once again I didn't sleep well because of the heat. It was slightly cooler last night than it's been before. But not cooler enough for me! So far the only highlight of the day was that I went to the drug store down the road and bought some items to take care of my teeth. These items are never sold in a regular supermarket. And it was a special senior's discount today, so I saved a lot.

Nothing much lined up for tonight. Well, I don't do much at night anyways. I hope I will feel better when this heat spell ends. I just heard that there were some power outages near where I live because of the grids being overloaded. I'm fortunate that I don't need to turn on the A/C.
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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 07:16 PM
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I have been feeling really awful today even though :sadhug I have been trying to look at the positives :hug and try to enjoy my life :grouphug.

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Old Jan 24, 2023 at 09:50 PM
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I felt better getting out of the house today. I must do that again tomorrow. At home I feel sad a lot.
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Old Jan 25, 2023 at 10:04 AM
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Feel tired today and not too enthusiatic about how to be able to return to my schedules. I will try to, as best I can, to make myself ready to start again tomorrow. I think the best is to only focus on a few things: Up early, physical and psychological exercises, repeating psychological tools and to have some fresh air ouside + regular meals of course.

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Old Jan 25, 2023 at 10:34 AM
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I fulfilled a fairly difficult goal this morning, which will probably help lift my spirits a little bit. I guess I mainly need more sleep so I can appreciate my accomplishment(s)?

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I fulfilled a fairly difficult goal this morning, which will probably help lift my spirits a little bit. I guess I mainly need more sleep so I can appreciate my accomplishment(s)?
I'm glad to hear about you fulfilling a difficult goal. Whenever I have something I've got to and I think I can't do, then I would do it, and then it helps my depression a little bit. As far as sleeping, I tend to feel like I'm in the "dark clouds" when I don't get a good night's sleep, even while things are going well.
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I have been feeling really awful today even though :sadhug I have been trying to look at the positives :hug and try to enjoy my life :grouphug.

Hope this day is better then yesterday!

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I fulfilled a fairly difficult goal this morning, which will probably help lift my spirits a little bit. I guess I mainly need more sleep so I can appreciate my accomplishment(s)?

CONGRATULATION! Hope your extra sleep helped!

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As far as sleeping, I tend to feel like I'm in the "dark clouds" when I don't get a good night's sleep, even while things are going well.

So it is for many of us. Wish you a good night's sleep the next night.

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Today was a better day than yesterday. I was busier today and was moving pretty constant.
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Old Jan 26, 2023 at 12:18 AM
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I'm still having a bad time with depression. This has been a long episode. More like two episodes, back to back.

I do okay in between episodes, during which time I'm a pretty happy camper. This tailspin has just gone on way too long. It's taking too much out of me.
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