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Grand Magnate
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#881
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#882
I'm feeling a little bit better this afternoon than I have in quite a while. My car is making some progress now with work, so I think it should be ready pretty soon. I hope I'm not speaking too soon. In the past I've told other people some good news and then it turned out to be false. I hate it when that happens.
Also the Jacuzzi at where I live is now up and running for the first time in a month. It was working great and then one day the carpenters, working on remodeling the stairway nearby, accidentally punctured a pipe under the cement causing the Jacuzzi to drain. So, in this month, I've had two nice things going for me to cope with my depression and loneliness just taken away and it didn't make any sense. |
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#883
I’m asking :hug my psychiatrist to increase my medication :sadhug or change my medications due my depression going up
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Grand Magnate
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#884
A typical day today. The morning was a little bit busy. I took a long walk to a store to pick up a couple of things that were well needed for now. Not much going on in the afternoon and it's dragging.
As far as my car goes, as of now, it's so near and yet so far for when it will be ready. I really miss it, especially to go shopping at that grocery store I always shopped at. In the last couple of weeks I feel like I've been eating lousy quality food and it cost more. |
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#885
I feel okay and then I feel so, so down. I sleep all the time, so much. I don't socialize much. I'm up and down.
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Grand Magnate
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#886
This is only the beginning of the day right now. I hope today will be a good one. My days, lately, have not been that great. Last night I got some news about my car from the garage. Another little set-back, but the mechanic was assuring me that I will get my car back by Friday or Saturday. We'll see. All I need is a miracle (that's a song from Mike and the Mechanics. Get it?).
This hasn't been a great year for me so far. So much went wrong and it's only four months into it. My sister got sick, the landline phone shut off for no reason and I had to replace it, my nice neighbor got sick, and now my car broke down and has been tied up for a while. I hope the rest of this year gets better. |
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Member Since Aug 2022
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#887
It’s really dumb but I always feel so empty after the day’s episode is over and I won’t see Drew till the next day. Watching older episodes and his sitcom only helps so much.
Me too. __________________ My heart has wi-fi and the password is Drew Carey. |
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#888
God bless (if that's ok to say) all of you, dear ones!
__________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#889
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#890
I'm fairly ok. A touch of anxiety has been bugging me.
Other people's expectations have me feeling uneasy. |
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Wise Elder
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#891
I been feeling :eek like I can’t trust myself :sadhug lately.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#892
I'm feeling much better today. I got my car back and it's so nice. For the past three-and-a-half weeks, it had been a struggle without it. Especially when it came to groceries. I ordered online and the food quality was terrible and cost more. Just think it was only yesterday, right at this time, that I had a little meltdown and cried because I had the food delivered and I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I felt like I had reached a breaking point at that time. Yesterday I only got enough to just last me for the weekend. On Monday I plan to go back to where I always shopped at.
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#893
I'm keeping it together more or less, but I don't have a good plan to follow.
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Grand Magnate
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#895
Today is about halfway over now. I've been pretty busy so far but now I feel like I've run out of stuff to do. Yesterday I went shopping for just half the stuff I needed, and had driven to the store this time. I did that before cleaning. It was so nice to go to a store and pick out what I see and want instead of that stupid online ordering that I had been doing for the last three weeks. Last night I got a message inviting me to a ham luncheon at the church I used to go to. I left that church years ago out of disgust so I'm not going.
Nothing much lined up for the rest of the day. I've picked out a movie I'd like see. I hope it's good. |
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#896
This is the third day, at least, that I've been physically sick. Tummy problems. No appetite. Nausea. I think it will blow over.
Today doesn't feel like a holiday. It is beautiful weatherwise. I wish I was up to going outside. |
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Hi Rose76, I am also suffering from depression and anxiety, fighting my own battles. Sorry to hear, hope you can do some exercise indoor if may help sadhugs Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
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#898
I been fighting :sadhug my depression by making myself get up and move around :.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
Grand Magnate
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#899
I went grocery shopping early this morning at my favorite store. It's been exactly one month (31 days) since I went there. I was disappointed that no one remarked that they hadn't seen me in a while. On the other hand, I didn't recognize anyone. I didn't go there for a while because of my car being serviced and away.
As I got there, the car made a little noise but when I drove home it sounded great. So I don't know. Even though my car was tied up for a while with costly work, I'm scared that something else is going to happen. A week before my car broke down, I was telling myself that I should sell it. For a good long time before the car broke down, it was running great. But now it doesn't feel the same. I wished I had sold it when I told myself to! I'm having anxiety and depression about it. I'm planning to get rid of it within a couple of months from now. My car is either 16 or 17 years old. I'm feeling depressed about the car and also because of this time of year. When spring comes I feel depressed a lot. I haven't been sleeping well lately. And this time of year reminds me of other years at this time when things went bad. This year, so far, is no exception. |
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#900
absolutely no ups the past few days
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