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Old 09-30-2022, 05:52 AM   #121
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I'm trying & wishing to find strength this morning, physical & mental. My sadness & lack of willpower are draining me & my spirit.
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Old 09-30-2022, 08:10 PM   #122
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I have been feeling really awful lately. I have been trying to do activities that will help me feel better.
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Today I feel like I am trapped, like I am tucked into sadness. Am trying to do some cleaning in the home but have to sit down from time to time because I cannot concentrate because of sadness. I hadn't expected this after feeling so full of hope yesterday.
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Old 10-01-2022, 05:31 AM   #124
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Today I feel like I am trapped, like I am tucked into sadness. Am trying to do some cleaning in the home but have to sit down from time to time because I cannot concentrate because of sadness. I hadn't expected this after feeling so full of hope yesterday.
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My day has barely gotten started as of right now. I woke up this morning and kept thinking I should cancel my trip (just like I did last year!). It's like why should I go there? It's going to cost money for the trip and then if I decide to move to that place, then it might not be as beneficial as I think it could. On the other hand, my money is definitely going to run out if I stay unless if I could get financial help of some kind. At where I live, there are thousands applying for financial help and there's not enough money to help everyone who requests. My only friend, who is not a great quality person, thinks I shouldn't do this. He hasn't offered or come up with any kind of help.

At where I live the amenities are great and probably much better than where I'm going to move to. There's not much greatness in people at where I am. I hardly have any friends and I feel like the people surrounding me do not think the same way I do. It's been that way for a long time and I don't see that part getting better anytime soon. My neighbors are not friendly and I feel like I try to be nice to others.

I guess it's just a fear of failure on my part, I don't know.
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I wished that I could feel good again instead of feeling down all the time.
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I'm getting fearful of the future for all humanity. It doesn't help that i'm watching the news and prepper videos, and threats of doom and gloom ahead. I have no friends if I needed one, and very limited family, one is very far from me. I'm so lonely. As I get older without a partner I feel like my future is going to be bleak. I've always been ok with just a couple of friends, but I don't feel i have that. They are there, but it's always me that iniates a text or a call, so i know i'm not on their mind. I'm so anxious hearing about all the stuff that might happen soon, but i also believe hard, very hard times are coming.
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I am for sure feeling the SAD today. My mom thinks its just because the baby came and stuff and now theres nothing to look forward to. But the baby coming was a huge relief since it was a complicated and nerve wracking birth. So I think its just the start of a possibly bad SAD season.
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I'm getting fearful of the future for all humanity. It doesn't help that i'm watching the news and prepper videos, and threats of doom and gloom ahead. I have no friends if I needed one, and very limited family, one is very far from me. I'm so lonely. As I get older without a partner I feel like my future is going to be bleak. I've always been ok with just a couple of friends, but I don't feel i have that. They are there, but it's always me that iniates a text or a call, so i know i'm not on their mind. I'm so anxious hearing about all the stuff that might happen soon, but i also believe hard, very hard times are coming.

Yes, it is scary times ...
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I am a bit up and down for the time being. I can have some good hours, then being tired and down the next hours. Some inner anger and hopelessness as well.
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Trying to take one day at a time and make it through the day. The oxygen supply to my brain is a bit better but it could be a little more to make me feel less tired the whole day. The physical pain is less as well. But the several mild to moderate panic attacks I have through the day leave me feeling terribly lonely and restless and anxious about the future. I am really worried about the future...feel hopeless at times. Also find it difficult to get out of the house, not because I am scared to go out but because I have too low energy. Still hanging in there.
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I'm feeling gloomy today. I guess it's because it's a cloudy day. I kind of like cloudy days and prefer them over hot and sunny days. However, it's just a cloudy day that seems to have hanging haze. At least I would like it to rain or drizzle.

I split up with my only friend yesterday. For those on here, who know me, you might notice that it's many times I have said that. That's because it's happened so many times. Splitting up gets me down but so does having a lousy quality friend. This time, unlike other times, I have blocked him from calling me. The reason I end up going back with him is because he calls and cries. And then I'm lonely and he doesn't have much going for him. It goes great for a while when we get back and then the crap happens again. It's like we both don't learn.

Also, this morning before getting out of bed, I was thinking to myself that I'm letting go the ones close to me. I don't know if it's because I may have ridiculously high standards or if the people I've been surrounded with are bad.

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