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Default Aug 29, 2022 at 03:22 PM
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I'm feeling sad today.

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Default Aug 29, 2022 at 08:14 PM
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Sometimes it seems like the more work I do on this manuscript, the more work I create for myself. I can start the day with ten more things left to do, and then at the end of the day I might have fifteen or twenty. It's maddening sometimes.
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Hi Dawn,

I'm down today. I want to cry, but I can't... the tears just won't come... I am so overloaded that I've shut down. Even the sun and the natural beauty around me doesn't reach me... I'm so distant and far away.....

So I'm listening to REM and picking my nails... :(

How are you doing/
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Default Aug 30, 2022 at 06:06 PM
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I have been feeling really down especially lately. I wished that I could feel better, and people wouldn't hurt my feelings all the time especially my family.

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Default Aug 31, 2022 at 04:46 PM
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I'm not doing well tonight. I feel sad and lonely. I went out and bought another pack of cigarettes. It helps me cope.

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Yesterday was a kind of day when little things went wrong. I had been waiting and expecting a check by mail from the credit card that's a "cash reward". I made a call on the 17th and was told it would come by mail. Yesterday, after waiting all that time, it still hadn't arrived. So I called the CC company and that process was never done. This time they will send it by electronic deposit. Also the ATM machine at a 7-11 at where I live will not dispense cash for me. It would say "invalid transaction". My Credit Union told me it shouldn't have happened because there's no problem with my account but a problem with the ATM machine. I called the ATM Customer Service and told them and a guy I spoke to was rude.

Today seemed like a total turnaround from yesterday. My electronic deposit get through this morning. It was unexpected but I was very happy about it! So that made my day right there. Later on I had a nice talk to my Financial Advisor and he was helpful. But I still have some anxiety about the future.
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Default Aug 31, 2022 at 06:54 PM
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This isn't the worst that i've ever felt, so there's that i guess
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I feel restless and down tonight. I made an unfortunate decision and I’m finding it hard to forgive myself.
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Default Sep 02, 2022 at 12:21 PM
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I'm feeling tired and emotionally under the weather lately. I think it's because of the weather. It's been very hot and it looks like the heat is going to be around for a while. I don't do hot weather well. I'm having a hard time sleeping, too. I can't sleep well because of the heat. Hopefully the heat wave will be over soon.
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I have just finished the final rewrite to my novel. I'm hoping this will be the final rewrite. I'll resume submissions tomorrow.
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I am deeply depressed and unable to sleep.

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Feeling deeply depressed today. I guess it's mostly because it's very hot outside. I think that today had to be the hottest day of the year. I was able to do my cleaning today and I had to wipe the sweat off constantly while cleaning. When it's so hot, I don't feel like doing anything.
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Default Sep 04, 2022 at 11:41 AM
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I'm having to deal with excessive record-breaking heat now. I didn't sleep well last night because it was way too hot. When I wake up my mind is full of depression and anxiety about the future. The future seem to look bleak for me.

Also a friend, whom I had recently let go, called me this morning. I just got his message. I wish he would apologize. I don't know if that's too much to ask. We've been through it before. After I let him go because of his rudeness I, like a fool, take him back and then that crap goes on again.

Right now I'm not doing much and sweating.
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I'm having to deal with excessive record-breaking heat now. I didn't sleep well last night because it was way too hot. When I wake up my mind is full of depression and anxiety about the future. The future seem to look bleak for me.
Yes, there's been a seemingly never-ending series of heat waves across the globe... and that's after last year's record-shattering heat of 110-120+ F in my area, where summer is usually in the 70's or 80's at most. It's just been unpleasant and doesn't help when thinking about the future. I hope we find a solution and a path forward for all our ills...
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A boring day today and a kind of day that it's not nice to go out because it's hot. I'm still having trouble sleeping because of the heat. I get depression easily when I don't get a good night's sleep plus hot weather makes me depressed anyways.

I've just noticed a couple of spots on my skin that doesn't look right to me. I plan to call the Dermatologist tomorrow. I don't know when I will be seen. I have anxiety about this, but on the other hand, I could be over reacting which I always do. I have an appointment with my Primary Care Physician next week for a routine check up. I have anxiety about that, too.

Overall, I'm feeling blah. I have heavy feelings of doom and gloom and can't seem to cheer up.
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I’m really struggling tonight. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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Default Sep 06, 2022 at 01:15 AM
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I'm really tired today, for some reason. I'm going to go to bed really early. I really don't feel well, physically. I just hope I recover with a good night's sleep so I can function at work tomorrow. Because of the holiday I have only a three-day week this week.
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A boring day today and a kind of day that it's not nice to go out because it's hot. I'm still having trouble sleeping because of the heat. I get depression easily when I don't get a good night's sleep plus hot weather makes me depressed anyways.

I've just noticed a couple of spots on my skin that doesn't look right to me. I plan to call the Dermatologist tomorrow. I don't know when I will be seen. I have anxiety about this, but on the other hand, I could be over reacting which I always do. I have an appointment with my Primary Care Physician next week for a routine check up. I have anxiety about that, too.

Overall, I'm feeling blah. I have heavy feelings of doom and gloom and can't seem to cheer up.
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I'm spending way too much time in bed. Some things ache because of laying around. i don't know how to get ambition to do anything, seems like nothing is worth doing
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