Might be headed towards a suicidial depression

10:21 AM

i can feel it clawing at my brain, i remember part of it from 2013

i had a memory from 2012 come back. in the memory i was

Possible trigger:

standing at the side of a small river, when i have never been able to swim, planning to jump in and drown

i remember a dog come running out of nowhere to bark at me, i froze in case the dog was going to be aggressive cause i think it was one of the breeds Mum taught me to be scared of cause some breeds of dog attack for fun, alsatians (spelling) for example, another example is staffies and pit bulls (pit bulls are illegal in the uk luckily,

Possible trigger:

if that dog had been a pit bull it would probably of torn me to pieces and ate me for its lunch

the owner was there luckily and called the dog back

cause they was there if i'd tried to do a suicide that day it wouldnt of worked cause they would likely of called the police or ambulance or someone

i remembered that so vividly today and felt again all the emotions from that day, it was like i was back there

maybe the suicidial urges today was echos from that day, idk

Rosi700 · Jan 15, 2023 at 03:12 PM

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Originally Posted by willowtigger

i can feel it clawing at my brain, i remember part of it from 2013

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i remembered that so vividly today and felt again all the emotions from that day, it was like i was back there

maybe the suicidial urges today was echos from that day, idk

Do you have a plan for how to cope with suicidal thoughts?

If you have, follow it (don't let you thoughts make you do anything stupid).

If you don't have such a plan, do this (I saw that you are English) :"What help can I get for depression UK?

Contact a GP as soon as possible if you're feeling suicidal or are in the crisis of depression. They'll be able to help you. If you cannot or do not want to contact a GP, call the Samaritans on 116 123 (the helpline is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year)."

Jan 15, 2023 at 03:31 PM

The professionals don't give a flying crap though. Mental health services chuck me over to learning disabilities, who then chuck me back at mental health services, nobody seems to want to deal with both.

I not sure if today's a echo of 2012

idk

MimiBhaduri0 · Jan 31, 2023 at 08:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by willowtigger

i can feel it clawing at my brain, i remember part of it from 2013

i had a memory from 2012 come back. in the memory i was

Possible trigger:

standing at the side of a small river, when i have never been able to swim, planning to jump in and drown

i remember a dog come running out of nowhere to bark at me, i froze in case the dog was going to be aggressive cause i think it was one of the breeds Mum taught me to be scared of cause some breeds of dog attack for fun, alsatians (spelling) for example, another example is staffies and pit bulls (pit bulls are illegal in the uk luckily,

Possible trigger:

if that dog had been a pit bull it would probably of torn me to pieces and ate me for its lunch

the owner was there luckily and called the dog back

cause they was there if i'd tried to do a suicide that day it wouldnt of worked cause they would likely of called the police or ambulance or someone

i remembered that so vividly today and felt again all the emotions from that day, it was like i was back there

maybe the suicidial urges today was echos from that day, idk

Are you feeling better? I have been going through weird experiences lately too.

Jan 31, 2023 at 08:14 PM

Really anxious tonight

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Anonymous32448 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 15, 2023 at 03:31 PM #3 The professionals don't give a flying crap though. Mental health services chuck me over to learning disabilities, who then chuck me back at mental health services, nobody seems to want to deal with both. I not sure if today's a echo of 2012 idk
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