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Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Michigan
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I have PMDD too now. It is unbearable to live with all of my issues.
What don’t I have???? I know my entire family secretly hates me and pretends with me now. I never want to interact with them anymore but I am forced to because of my kids. I cannot tell if I am paranoid or it is real. It is beyond hurtful. Everyone hates me. I have no friends at almost 50 years old. I failed at motherhood and that shame and guilt haunt me and are overwhelmingly unbearable. I want to just disappear and move somewhere all alone and never speak to anyone from my past like my family and even my kids. |
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Member Since Aug 2022
Location: The House
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So sorry you have PMDD, as well.
I had to look it up. It causes dysphoria and mood swings. Have you been to the doctor? You need the care of a good doctor. You do sound somewhat paranoid, and that's a thought I had even before you mentioned it. Let us know where you're at in terms of getting good outside help... you need that. I am concerned that you are developing psychotic features which is what I have akin to depression, although mine is controlled now. Please go get help... |
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