[dolphfan]

My depression is at an all time low I don’t feel like myself anymore. I have no interest in anything at all. I can’t even keep an interest in a TV series. Right now I think I am watching like 4-6 different shows I start out watching a series and I get a couple of seasons in then I lose interest and I start another show. I just can’t find any pleasure in anything I really want to curl up in bed and never get up not to eat or anything. I just want to give up I don’t feel like I deserve to live.

[Kahapati]

@dolphfan

That’s quite tough , and I can relate.. been through extremely hard phases a few years ago. This is a very private question so please feel free to ignore it.. are you on any meds? Therapy?

I used to lay on bed, watch many shows, give up, cry and then drink soda and lay there all day long feeling like crap..

[dolphfan]

Hello,
Still trying to figure out how to reply to people on this forum. But yea I am currently on medication and I also have a therapist that I talk to once a week. A lot of my depression comes from my current situation and the fact that I can’t get out due to the lack of help in my county. Due to only have one shelter and they only really help abused women and my abuse is only few and far between. The verbal abuse is daily, emotional abuse is daily however the physical abuse is what is few and far between. My story is very complicated and very long. I am still trying to figure out how to write about it and explain it so everyone understands.