![]() |
FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
9 6,758 hugs
given |
#1
i want a valium..on the bus....
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#2
__________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#3
![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
4 4,706 hugs
given |
#4
I am feeling very hopeless, the thought that I may be stuck in India forever is scaring me, but I am hanging in there.
Yesterday somebody left a rotting dead kitten in our backyard. ![]() Love and respect to all on the as is bus. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, raspberrytorte, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() BipolarNomad, little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#5
![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
9 6,758 hugs
given |
#6
i have a mental illness....not just a problem
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#7
I'm a ''horrible person''. ''People'' enjoy hurting me so I guess I must be a terrible person
![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#8
__________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#9
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2009
Posts: 10,028
15 15.3k hugs
given |
#10
![]() I have a diagnosed mental illness (one or more; I've never seen the official paperwork). Consequently I and those around me are ... challenged ... in ways they might not otherwise be. ![]() Quote:
With a few exceptions, both groups have been polite to me. I speculate what they say behind my back, however, varies. __________________ My dog ![]() |
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#11
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
4 4,706 hugs
given |
#12
Feeling hopeless, hanging in there...
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#13
![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,806
(SuperPoster!)
5 16.3k hugs
given |
#14
Quote:
![]() Something about being treatment resistant ![]() I have also wondered what comments are made vocally and on paper behind my back. |
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#15
![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
4 4,706 hugs
given |
#16
Well idky the APs in India are not working. Even a 2.5mg olanzapine gives me akasthisia and 25mg amisulpride makes me gain weight like I am taking 30mg olanzapine. 0.25mg clonazepam gives me a high, only 2mg ativan is somewhat working. But I am sleeping a lot. Not happy about this.
Love, hugs and respect to all on the as is bus. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#17
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#18
Too few words.
![]() ![]() We used to ''play'' on here sometimes. At least I used to, when I wasn't being lectured and labelled by someone who got off the bus ![]() ![]() Actually I remember now that poster eventually said ''Fuzzy, you were right all along'' I wish other snakes had that insight ![]() I did make it up with that person. I never ''hated'' him/her.... or doctors..... only the harmful shoddy ''treatment'' I had from doctors, repeatedly ![]() Maybe, hopefully, I can say this now without being stung. I don't think people who sting come to msf and definitely not in the LOVE BUS ![]() It is so wonderful not having to censor every ****ing word... It is scary bad how I have to censor my words when/if I talk to a professional ![]() ![]() I do not want to end up IP or have more lies and ugly words in my notes that are not and never were me ![]() I deeply appreciate the doctors I've seen who have not lied or wrote ugly crap in my notes ![]() LOVE to ALL on the BUS ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,408
(SuperPoster!)
21 81.4k hugs
given |
#19
I can't take no ''medications''
![]() I don't want no thought control ![]() TEACHER leave those bears alone ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
![]() |
![]() |
![]() little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
![]() little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2009
Posts: 10,028
15 15.3k hugs
given |
#20
Quote:
![]() ![]() This deserves its own YouTube video. Little Turtle's confessions may run slowly with the season - especially in these northern parts. My own thoughts seem to be struggling this way and that as if in a swamp. ![]() __________________ My dog ![]() |
|
![]() |
![]() |
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
|
![]() Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
|
Reply |
|
![]() |
||||
Thread | Forum | |||
Confessions of little turtle with love #6 | Depression | |||
Confessions of little turtle with love #5 | Depression | |||
Confessions of little turtle with love #4 | Depression | |||
Confessions of little turtle with love #2 | Depression | |||
confessions of little turtle with love | Depression |