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Default Nov 28, 2022 at 05:34 AM
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i want a valium..on the bus....
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i want a valium..on the bus....

I want Valium too


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I am feeling very hopeless, the thought that I may be stuck in India forever is scaring me, but I am hanging in there.
Yesterday somebody left a rotting dead kitten in our backyard.
Love and respect to all on the as is bus.
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i have a mental illness....not just a problem
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I'm a ''horrible person''. ''People'' enjoy hurting me so I guess I must be a terrible person

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i have a mental illness....not just a problem
The medicos here do not give a flying **** about those of us with a mental illness. They call us ... I'm not going to say it

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i have a mental illness....not just a problem

I have a diagnosed mental illness (one or more; I've never seen the official paperwork). Consequently I and those around me are ... challenged ... in ways they might not otherwise be.
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The medicos here do not give a flying **** about those of us with a mental illness. They call us ... I'm not going to say it
In my experience the numerous medicos I've encountered fall broadly into two groups (this is probably oversimplified): 1) those whose budgets are strained by my existence, and 2) those whose budgets are justified and even enhanced by my existence.

With a few exceptions, both groups have been polite to me. I speculate what they say behind my back, however, varies.

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Feeling hopeless, hanging in there...
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With a few exceptions, both groups have been polite to me. I speculate what they say behind my back, however, varies.
From those in this forest who have spoken thoughts out loud
Something about being treatment resistant

I have also wondered what comments are made vocally and on paper behind my back.
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Well idky the APs in India are not working. Even a 2.5mg olanzapine gives me akasthisia and 25mg amisulpride makes me gain weight like I am taking 30mg olanzapine. 0.25mg clonazepam gives me a high, only 2mg ativan is somewhat working. But I am sleeping a lot. Not happy about this.
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Too few words. Where the **** is everyone on the LOVE BUS?

We used to ''play'' on here sometimes.

At least I used to, when I wasn't being lectured and labelled by someone who got off the bus

Actually I remember now that poster eventually said

''Fuzzy, you were right all along''

I wish other snakes had that insight

I did make it up with that person. I never ''hated'' him/her.... or doctors..... only the harmful shoddy ''treatment'' I had from doctors, repeatedly

Maybe, hopefully, I can say this now without being stung. I don't think people who sting come to msf and definitely not in the LOVE BUS

It is so wonderful not having to censor every ****ing word...

It is scary bad how I have to censor my words when/if I talk to a professional

I do not want to end up IP or have more lies and ugly words in my notes that are not and never were me

I deeply appreciate the doctors I've seen who have not lied or wrote ugly crap in my notes

LOVE to ALL on the BUS

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I can't take no ''medications''

I don't want no thought control

TEACHER leave those bears alone

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I can't take no ''medications''

I don't want no thought control

TEACHER leave those bears alone

This deserves its own YouTube video.

Little Turtle's confessions may run slowly with the season - especially in these northern parts. My own thoughts seem to be struggling this way and that as if in a swamp. December...

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