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Default Oct 06, 2023 at 08:55 AM
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I have a medical appointment in a couple of hours which I'm anxious about.
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I have a medical appointment in a couple of hours which I'm anxious about.
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I’ve been feeling really bad lately

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I’ve been feeling really bad lately
Is it because of the thing about your brother or was it only the last drop? I’m sorry, dear.
Sometimes, life is a big piece of c.

Do you have the weekend free? Now you need to take care of you a lot. And give yourself affection.
Last thing, being hard on yourself. You don’t deserve it.

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Pretty much
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I'm feeling depressed and anxious today. The hot weather, at where I live, has made a comeback and I'm not crazy about it. I went shopping and it seemed crowded; and there were bad drivers on the way home. My mind is filled with dread even though there's no reason to feel that way.

I got a message from my college friend and he said that he had a fall yesterday. He went to the ER yesterday and was told he's fine. But he'll make an appointment with his regular doctor. He also stated that his head still hurt on the spot where he fell. It's concerning because he has been having falls lately. He has epilepsy and maybe other issues I don't know about. It's sad that there are guys around my age who are going through physical declines. Also, there's an ex college friend of mine whom I heard is going through cognitive decline. He's a year younger than me.
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Default Oct 06, 2023 at 05:21 PM
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Just a vent. Getting old sucks. Things hurt that used to be fine. I'm trying to find something I can do on my own that makes me feel better. I thought I could relearn the keyboard. Big mistake is what I feel, it's been so long that I can't remember simple chords. I'm realizing not using what i learned has made me lose any skill I had. I'll keep trying I guess. The weather has now finished being warm at all here. We have a chance of snow monday! I'm alone for thanksgiving here. My older son has a new gf and is not ready to introduce me yet. My younger found a place, it looks decent outside thank God. So I'm thankful yet miserable inside me today.
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Unhappy Oct 06, 2023 at 05:33 PM
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Is it because of the thing about your brother or was it only the last drop? I’m sorry, dear.
Sometimes, life is a big piece of c.

Do you have the weekend free? Now you need to take care of you a lot. And give yourself affection.
Last thing, being hard on yourself. You don’t deserve it.
Yeah it’s were the rude and hurtful comments my brother said to me.

I’m home all the time on weekends because I had unintentionally upset my niece which makes it hard on my nephew which is why I am never invited out.

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Default Oct 06, 2023 at 07:45 PM
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I don't know why I was so anxious. The nursing practitioner I've been seeing is such a nice lady. She's very non-judgmental, and very sympathetic. Even when talking about some of the more embarrassing, more salacious elements of my medical history, she's still very non-judgmental. I'm lucky to have found her. I've only been having to see a nursing practitioner because my GP retired and I can't find a new one, as there's a critical shortage of GPs in my home province. And she's such a lovely woman.

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Default Oct 07, 2023 at 11:48 AM
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Thanks for the hugs. Yesterday was my granddaughter's 13th birthday. She was adopted out of the family as a toddler, and I haven't seen her since. Created a massive sad-down for me.
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I felt depressed and anxious this morning. I woke up around 4 AM and was blowing my nose for a little bit and had some coughing. I thought that I could not get back to sleep, but I did. And then I had some weird dreams when I got back to sleep around 4:30 (I guess) to 6:45. I felt only a little bit better while cleaning and listening to good music along with it like always on a Saturday morning.

In the afternoon I felt better. Less tired (I think I've been tired from the heat we've been having in the last few days) and happier since I took on a minor repair that I thought I couldn't do - but I did it with success! It's a big load is off of my mind now.

I'm feeling more alone lately since I let my local friend go a couple of weeks ago. But I'm feeling better being alone than I thought I would. But still it would be nice to have a good friend nearby.
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Default Oct 07, 2023 at 07:28 PM
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I've had a long interval of not being depressed. Today was a mostly wasted day. I just felt too tired. I was busy and doing things the last two days, so I seemed out of energy today. I wish I could have more stamina.
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I’m at the bottom right now. I keep speaking up and calling out, but nobody’s answering. No use asking for help if help isn’t going to come.
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I’m at the bottom right now. I keep speaking up and calling out, but nobody’s answering. No use asking for help if help isn’t going to come.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope you're safe.
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All three of the Arkham games were going to release on Switch this Friday, but now Nintendo has decided they'll release them in December instead.

I understand that they want me to have a smooth playing experience but still. I'm sad.

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with everything that's going on in the world, I wonder if it's worth worrying about being depressed. It seems something is bound to happen. Nobody knows, but it seems like there's a collapse coming. Puts things in perspective when I think of wars and attacks on civilians... it doesn't change problems in my life, but there's much worse things happening out there. Maybe soon in our own countries. I'm nothing but a tiny spec in all this.
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I’m not strange that there are people like you or me who are mentally sick. The whole world is already a big bucket of trash.

I haven’t listened to the News for years because it’s very frustrating (of course, in the end, you end up knowing through other people) and you wonder WHAT THE F@CKING F@CK!

I’m not gonna renounce to my here and now. Take the best of my loved people and pets, my neighbours, whoever I cross paths with, what I have, what I enjoy, etc. Because I can’t face to the rest. It’s simply INSANE.

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Tired all day. Did nothing.
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I never felt good enough :sadhug which is why I feel depressed all the time I just want to feel better instead of feeling awful all the time

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I hate myself.
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