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Default Apr 29, 2008 at 01:09 PM
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My story here goes nothing: It all started back when I was a kid, like around age 10-12, I can not remember alot of things around that time it seems like its all a blur but lately things have been coming back to me about a certain night, that I stayed at my uncles house with his daughter and him we all slept in his bed and I remember feeling really gross afterwards. Some other things that I will touch on later(unable to confront as of yet). I then started getting depression which would last like what seemed like forever and I started cutting at the age of 14. I was overweight as a kid and my so called friends in school along with others would make fun of me cuz i was fat. So I would hold of these things in and eventually when I would get home I would bawl my eyes out and hit walls with my fists, then I started cutting my wrists to aleviate the pain I was feeling. My parents always argued every nite and I would hear them say things like " if the girls were not ever born we could get divorced" and things like that, so in return I felt like I was the reason my parents stayed together. There is so much more to say but I can not go thru anymore of this pain. This is the first part of my story-when I get more courage to post the rest I will.

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((((((Purplebutterfly))))))

i'm sorry things are so hard for you right now. it was brave of you to post this being so new to pc. please do keep posting though, you should find it helps.

hope things get better for you soon.

take gentle care and stay safe,
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if you ever wanna talk just msg me =[
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Default Apr 29, 2008 at 03:13 PM
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Thank you for sharing part of your story with us that must have been very difficult for you. My Story-Part 1

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((((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry. Share as you feel comfortable. You are very brave.

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You're brave for sharing this and I'm so sorry for your pain
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