I just don't know

((((((((((((Kebs))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((kebsfroggy))))))))))

Thanks Griffe for your words of support
Thanks Justgiving for you cute flower
Thanks mountainstream. Hugs are always welcome.

Everyday I feel like I'm walking on this tightrope called life. One step either way and . . .

I'm not sure there is any hope left. Shouldn't I at least feel something?

((((( Hugs ))))) to all

Where there is life, there is hope for things to get better.

(((((((((((kebsfroggy))))))))))))))

Oh ((((( Christina ))))), thank you so much for the froggy hugs.

Maybe I'm just tired and in need of my own bed but each day seems harder and harder to get through each day.

Sorry. Wish I could be more positive but it just isn't there.

((((((((((((((( froggy )))))))))))))))

Mmm.... feeling like this...

(((((((((( kebsfroggy )))))))))))

Thanks ((((( Fuzzy )))))
Thanks ((((( Pegasus )))))

You both are great friends.

Would a new bathrobe help kebs?

I'd gladly give you mine.

I do understand kebs. Not about the forgetting part but the depth of your sadness. It's palpable isn't it.

I also get the "acting as if" thing. I lived most of my life that way. I still do to some extent.

You don't have to go through this alone. We are all here for the frog.

i can appreciate the missing your own bed aspect of it kebs... how are you doing now? please take care of you til you are back to the pad..

How I dread going home. I change my flight schedule to return to so. fl. on the 17th.

It was the only day the left and right hands could agree on.

When you get a little taste of life and then have to return to reality what are you suppose to do?

This frog of little brain just doesn't seem capable of making things work. Perhaps that is why the easy way out seems so inviting.

What if there was no easy way out?

What would you think about then?

Think on the latter question and see how much you can come up with, why doncha?

We could help, join in, what do you say?

peace and love,
night

i think you are saying the easy way out is better Kebs.. i dont know how you know that? ... we dont want you to depart us.. when you get home you can stay in touch with us here, read some good books or have some good soup... you can look at the flowerpots and maybe a stray kitten will come by... be careful, they're not all rabid...

stop by for some chat and meet with friends.. we're all here for you... i wish you were able to travel more Kebs if thats what you wanted... how about some local social groups? is that totally out of the question? if so, i understand... you still have us...

> When you get a little taste of life and then have to return to reality what are you suppose to do?

Create your own reality inside of the outside reality. Other people don't even have to know it exists.

Honestly Nightird I'm not sure...but it hurts so much I just cannot give you an answer

Nowheretorun, you always seem to be there for support and I truly appreciate that.

I don't exactly know what my world will be like when I return home. There are some really big issues there that I don't seem to be able to cope with.

Right now the game is to use me as a pawn. I guess winner takes all. My Aunt is "introducing" me to all the fine points of the community she lives in. I suppose to then convince my parents. Won't happen my father will never consent to this living arrangement. End of story.

P.S. I don't see any cat's here but there are 2 cute bunnies who take their afternoon naps right out side of my Aunt's place.

Yes pachyderm, I agree that could be an option.

But when everyone around you is trying to convince you their reality is the true one it's hard. You just become overwhelmed by all the mental bombardment.

Yes ((( Fuzzy ))) I feel the same way.

(((((((((((((((keb))))))))))))))))

i think you are one bright frog