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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:29 AM
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i have no one no friends no family no one no one wants me around i dont want me around- no matter what i do i make things worse im so depressed and so lonely and no one sees how bad it really is, i have never been good enough for anyone im sorry im not perfect i just want to scream!!!!!!!!!! the pain im feeling inside of me i cant even describe
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:32 AM
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:37 AM
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That's a LOT of hugs. It's terrible feeling so lonely. When it feels like we can't do anything right, we have to have at least one thing to focus on, no matter how small or silly. You have children--that's right. You got dressed this morning--that's right and a big plus because I bet you didn't even feel like getting out of bed. I sooooo am not negating how you are feeling, I just want to stress the positive things--regardless of how small they are. Sometimes my positive thing is I made it through the day without growling at anyone. That's a huge thing for me to do (people irritate me here).You aren't useless, you a screw up, you are a human that is fallable, like all of us. Please try to make a commitment to believing you are worthy of happiness.
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:37 AM
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:42 AM
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its not worth it anymore
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 11:44 AM
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YES, it is. Call your t. Talk to him. It is worth it and deep down you know it is.
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 12:28 PM
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You are worth it, and you are good enough.

Make sure you talk with your T, you deserve their support.

You don't need to be prefect, no one is.

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Old Oct 20, 2008, 12:55 PM
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YOU ARE WORTH IT! I know what it's like to be lonely and it's sooo hard, makes the depression harder because you just procrastinate. You feel noone wants to know you... but they do... you need to put yourself out there hunny, show everyone what a wonderful person you are
Have you talked to your T about this lately?
I'm worried about you hun, but I know you won't let the depression win. Please take care... talk to us? Talk to your T
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 12:58 PM
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 02:06 PM
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Maybe everything is just in my head, ive been told that many many times or maybe i just need to "Get over it" right yea or stop being selfish- well i guess maybe i just need to listen and get over it and stop being selfish and get it out of my head maybe it will all go away yeah woohoo i can be gone of it forever...I ****ing wish this was ****ing true becasue if it was i would have been done with this disease along time ago- but no im still here crying cutting hurting lonely depressed and just wanting to be better. but its never going to happen- im sorry for venting today im just hurting really bad right now and i keep reliving all the pain i just want to cry im sorry im not good enough for anyone anymore
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 07:23 PM
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 09:51 PM
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You're not alone with this feeling...Me Too ... i know how its feel....or maybe iam much more lonely than you..
hope you will getting better ......
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