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Old Nov 13, 2008, 12:14 PM
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Im not sure how to even start....depressed feeling like i cant get my head out of the water- im drowning and gasping for air- backed into a corner of guilt, depression, anger, SI, hopeless,worthless,numb,feeling to much, hurting too bad- no friends,no family,no one. Just hurt! Scared, threatened, tears welling up inside just waiting for the right moment to let go, feeling like i dont belong anywhere and feeling like whats the reason for me being alive, maybe there is reasons but today im not seeing those reasons. no responses needed just telling you how im feeling.
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 12:23 PM
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 01:16 PM
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Can I assure you that you are not alone with all those feelings? I too feel the pain you describe. I know it feels like you are the only one with so many bad feelings, but we have that in common too. Hang on, let's hope it gets better in a little while.
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 01:20 PM
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 02:16 PM
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 02:32 PM
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"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real."

"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.

"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt."

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Old Nov 13, 2008, 02:41 PM
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Old Nov 13, 2008, 04:04 PM
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