[purplebutterfly]

Im done i cant take this feeling anymore i want it all to be gone- im hurting so deeply my heart is broken crushed and maybe i was born to be this way- i hate me so much i have never hated anyone as much as i hate me right now im ****ing depressed and i want the pain to leave
i know you all are tired and just want me to be happy and i feel like its never going to happen i dont know anymore all i know is i cant take it anymore im so tired of being lonely and hurt and i have an empty space inside that no one can fill

[chrise]

ditto. just want you to know that im in the abyss next door. i know the feeling all to well. you are not alone. hugs

[cantstopcrying]

Healing starts with forgiveness my friend. Forgive yourself for what is causing your hate. Open the door to healing. Forgive yourself. You deserve it.

[luvdogs]

Originally Posted by purplebutterfly

Im done i cant take this feeling anymore i want it all to be gone- im hurting so deeply my heart is broken crushed and maybe i was born to be this way- i hate me so much i have never hated anyone as much as i hate me right now im ****ing depressed and i want the pain to leave
i know you all are tired and just want me to be happy and i feel like its never going to happen i dont know anymore all i know is i cant take it anymore im so tired of being lonely and hurt and i have an empty space inside that no one can fill

i'm in that abyss next door chrise is talking about too,and i ditto the ditto.i may not be able to help you,but i'm with you.

[ExiExi]

Hey, i'm another one right next to you
You are never alone here

[pegasus]

(((((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))))

Hang on in there my friend. It won't always be like this, though it probably feels that way right now.

Things will change, sometimes it's gradual and you hardly notice it, other times it's like a sudden leap forward.

With you.

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hey purple;
You must keep trying, I'm feeling the samething you are and I know it's hard, but we have to stop being so darn hard on ourselves and forgive ourselves for not feeling well. I know it feels like it will never get better and you can't take much more, but you can. Are you seeing a therapist for what you're feeling? If you start to feel like hurting yourself, please promise to go to the ER for help. We all need you here, and don't worry about posting we are hear to help each other and lend a hands up when one needs it.

Hugs
Cindy

[purplebutterfly]

i can not even begin to finish telling you guys what im feeling right now- sorry for always being down and never helping you guys with your feelings- im sorry and i will try not to clog up the forums with my stuff

[silver_moon]

Originally Posted by purplebutterfly

Im done i cant take this feeling anymore i want it all to be gone- im hurting so deeply my heart is broken crushed and maybe i was born to be this way- i hate me so much i have never hated anyone as much as i hate me right now im ****ing depressed and i want the pain to leave
i know you all are tired and just want me to be happy and i feel like its never going to happen i dont know anymore all i know is i cant take it anymore im so tired of being lonely and hurt and i have an empty space inside that no one can fill

(((((((((((purple))))))))))))))) I'm not tired of you sweety and yes we DO want you to be happy, but we all know it takes time.
I know it hurts, I really do and I really wish I could take that pain away from you. All I can say is that I'm here and I'll give you hugs, I'll give you a shoulder.. I'm here, WE'RE HERE!
Are you still seeing that T?
Oh, and that empty space inside you... it WILL be filled, it will be filled with new relationships, new memories, hopes and love.
Take care and stay safe,
Molly


You can always lean on me when you need a shoulder to lean on.
I know you're strong!

[silver_moon]

Originally Posted by purplebutterfly

i can not even begin to finish telling you guys what im feeling right now- sorry for always being down and never helping you guys with your feelings- im sorry and i will try not to clog up the forums with my stuff

Don't apologise and you don't clog up the forums hunny... if you need help and support there's nothing wrong with that (hey, I post A LOT! now-a-days and I know you're struggling more... don't feel bad about posting that's what PC's here for)

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hugs Purple,
Don't every say you're sorry and please post as much as you need, you are NOT clogging up the room or chat and it's ok if you can't give any words or support, but just being there is a support for you and others. So please post, chill out in chat and just read and when you're ready, you will be there for others. Give yourself a break and believe that you are loved and cared for by others, just learn to trust and believe in yourself. You hava a lot to give, but you are just in pain now and we are here to help you when ever you need.

HUGS
Cindy