idk wat to do now!! idk if im preg and my bf wont talk wont talk to me caz of this

my relationship with him is very good well great til we got to the moment i forgot when my time of the month is and well i was suppost to get it by now n well me n my boyfriend had something some weeks ago. i feel so alone now he wont talk to me at all caz he thinks i maybe pregnant but idk if i am. i still got this week to get it but im to scare to go to the doctor to see if i am. i cant talk to my family abouyt this they critize everything about me. my mom is miles and miles away, my dad i just cant never count on anything with him i had a family death less than a week ago. im so alone here i live in the attic room of one of my uncles house yes really cold alonely here i only have my boyfriend the one i have plans to get married with but im so depressed because idk if im preg or not im still in high school tryin to finish my senior year not winning so much at work but its good enough to try to live off from that my oldest sister would try to help but she in mexico and she cant come im so alone now idk what to do now..... i tried hurtin my self many times because my boyfriend don't show care or something im so alone i can promise that i would never gonna try to abort. if im preg il do my best to raise my baby but ........................idk wat to do now.........

Hello eranear, it's nice to meet you. It sounds like you need to have a pregnancy test done, they may offer this service at your school, if not I would try the local board of health. Most communities offer some sort of free pregnancy test. I think you really need to figure this out first, can you talk to a school counselor?

I am sorry you are going through this. If your school has access to a pregnancy test that is a good idea. Otherwise there are places such as planned parenthood that can help you. They may go by another name but they places to help people who may be preganant. Please know I am here and I care. Feel free to PM me anytime. (((((((((((((((((((((eranear))))))))))))))))))

BB

Buy a home pregnancy test, if it's positive - go to the doctor. If he says you're pregnant, then you can start stressing out.
I managed to get pregnant at the age of 17, and it's not the end of the world, but I had an abortion so what do I know. It was with a random guy who wanted nothing to do with me. You got any friends you can turn to? If you have a decent relationship with your mom I suggest you talk to her.

And if your boyfriend isn't supporting you, honey - don't waste your time on him.

About abortion vs keeping it (NO I don't want to start a debate!), I encourage you to make a choice that you feel will be the best for the potential child - and not base it on whatever values or morals you may have; that would be selfish.
When I found out that I was pregnant, the first thing that popped into my head was "I'm 17, I'm single, I'm in high school, I don't have a job, I'm bipolar... there is no way that I can take care of a child at this point - I will not force a child to life if I'll be unable to take care of it. I'm not that selfish".

You've got plenty of time to think it through, but I hope that you DO think about it and not just say "I'm gonna abort/keep it because that's what my morals tell me is right".

If you got any questions or just want to talk about it, please don't hesitate to PM me.

i'm so sorry, maybe try to get a pregnancy test done because it's better to know. Your boyfriend should be there with you. It's his responsibility too, remember that financially in lots of areas he may be LEGALLY responsible as well - that in no way makes up for everything but realize that he is supposed to be in this with you.
try the pregnancy test, it's scary but best to know for sure

*hugs*