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Dec 02, 2008, 01:18 PM
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why do I hate myself so much
why do I go day by day... just... doing nothing a hand is extended and sometimes I even push it away I SEE THE HAND WHY WONT I GRAB IT WHY DO I EVADE THE GOOD AT EVERY TURN  why... such random thoughts happen in the car as its driving and i'm in passenger seat *impulse to open the door and jump out* walking up stairs *looks back, ooo why don't I jump off the top of the balcony* not even something that would work... how STUPID are those thoughts they'd just screw me over -.- wouldn't even die ... would just HURT LIKE HELL *impulse to whack whack whack myself till i can't feel anymore* sorry. had to rant. ranting can help need hugs *hugs everyone* 
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Dec 02, 2008, 01:55 PM
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turq:
i get it i get it i get it same same same i know i know i know im glad weve got this two-person boat... BUT NOW LETS GET THE HELL OUT OF THESE HORRID WATERS! xo presh  . |
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Dec 02, 2008, 01:57 PM
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((((((((((((( turquoisesea )))))))))))))
I struggle with that too so let's make it a three person boat. 
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Dec 02, 2008, 01:59 PM
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*hugs everyone*
lets try not to sink o.o *grabs more paddles for everyone
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Dec 02, 2008, 02:05 PM
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all of us will make it not at the same time but that only means we can help each other Cap
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Dec 02, 2008, 02:16 PM
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Be safe. You are worthy, many people feel for you here. Hold on to the love here that surrounds you.
(((((((((( turquoisesea )))))))))))
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Dec 02, 2008, 03:47 PM
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the impulsiveness comes from a part of depression....and you posted here so you already know that...and talking about it is a very good thing. it's like letting the air out of a balloon. it takes away the impulsiveness' power. yes, ranting can help  . i've never had this part of depression but my sister does. hang in there and keep on ranting if that helps! we're here for you.
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Dec 02, 2008, 05:02 PM
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Maybe all of you who are in that boat... can band together and wear sailor costumes and sing jolly sailor songs. OR you could band together and become PIRATES and loot passers-by and sing shanties and drink rum! But you don't like rum? Oh yeah, neither do I ^_^" You get the picture though. Hugs all~TheDeliciousDish |
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Dec 02, 2008, 06:42 PM
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(((turquoisesea)))
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Dec 02, 2008, 09:24 PM
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(((((love you Guys))))
Welcome back to shore... did you know we need you and care so much about each one of you! I hope that when you return to shore, you can rest and relax a bit! It's always helpful to us to be in good shape so that we can persevere. I'm so glad you are all okay!!!! xoxox 
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Dec 02, 2008, 09:34 PM
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((((((((((((((((((( turquoisesea )))))))))))))))))
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Dec 02, 2008, 09:59 PM
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(((sea))) you are doing what you are able to process your feelings and it is worth trying at least once...
 there is a lot to rant about and there is a lot we can do to improve things but for a period of time we feel hurt and angry over it all and dont know the words yet or the sentences.. we know the pain for real though... sending kind caring hugs always..
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