[jbug]

I saw my pdoc today. I kept straying off course with our conversation and he kept trying to bring it back around to the way I was feeling but I kept making comments about things in his office etc. He has a book called suicide and I asked him why he had a book called that in his office and he told me it wasn't a how to manual which kind of struck me funny. He let me look at it and I determined it looked boring and he told me that it wasn't really his book it was his bosses and I teased him and called him a thief. He said nope just forgot to give it back. He tweaked my meds. He upped my Prozac level. Before he did that I had to promise him I wouldn't kill myself so I guess I have another week. I am to go back and see him next Friday for 30 more minutes. I am hoping that my mood improves soon because I'm tired of fighting.

Janniebug