Blah, blah, blah

Really need a hug... a real IRL hug
Just wish someone would care... I know people care.. my doc, Nicki who's my employment coach, Briony who's helping with my anxiety. Just wish for a 'friend' to care.
Ugh, I'm selfish and ungrateful.
Been struggling again lately and I just think about me. About this stupid amount of pain in my chest that will not disappear, about the memories, triggers, all the stupid thoughts racing around in my head. Trying to fix it, but nothing helps. Oh here i go again, sorry.

((((silver))))it's ok to "here i go again", silver. i know when i'm really depressed it's hard for me to find the silver lining. and i could really relate to that pain in your chest. i used to call it a truck on my chest. that's how heavy it felt.
how about giving yourself a "mental health day", as i call it. like just be kind to yourself and do things that please you today. even if it's sitting in bed with a good book. you could write down a gratitude list-things you are grateful for that you mentioned, but also write about the things you like about yourself...like being grateful that you can be a good friend to us at pc. periodically during the day you can reread the list to reinforce the positives in your life. we appreciate you and care for you!
i hope your day gets better. thanks for sharing how you are feeling. it enables us to remind you how special you really are.

Well I wish I lived by you ~ I'd certainly be an IRL friend and I'd hug you unmercifully!!!! ( ;

I too, know the feelings you are going through, from my life.

I am thankful that the worst is over, and I can see where that pain used to be, and where it is no longer.. you will also. Hang on there, Dear Person.

I was just wishing for hugs yesterday. My dearest person has a cold and can't come near me, lol, because my resistance to fighting things is very low right now... just my luck! Somebody is here, but I'm off limits, lol.

I guess there are no perfect situations, just moments in time where things click...

I will hope for your clicking!!!!
(and mine too, as you can see, I think about my stuff alot also!)

Peace, and Loads of hugs...
night
xoxoxo

Hi Silver Moon,

I can go to an AA meeting and give hugs . Theres one african american man who gives these incredible shots of energy and Im always hoovering around for one .LOL I get right up in his face..LOL!!!!

he hugs till he hears the heart beat . I mean they are crushing .LOL.

grateful for those .

sending you one of them from memory .

I get thay way sometimes. I try to busy myself with something as to not stay to long in my pity parties.
I can throw some doozies in a heart beat.

that enough? LOL

Patricia

(((((((((((((( molly )))))))))))))))))

I am sorry that you are struggling right now, I know that it's not the same but I will send you some ehugs.

(((((((((((((((((( molly )))))))))))))))))))

Please, PLEASE!! let the nightmares stop! I can't take this I really can't do this.
I wish they'd just stop!

I actually got really teary when I read all the replies. It's so nice that people really do care..

Thank you so much. I might try that ((((madi)))))

Thank you. I do hope your friend is well soon and if you don't mind I will hope for both of our clickings also
Sending lots of gentle hugs to you

That hug was amazing, thank you.

triggers triggers triggers

(((((((((((((((molly)))))))))))

wanna joined me eating ice creams???iam sure it will taste so nice...
hope this could moly feel a bit better ( iam sorry i cant do anything for u the only things i could do just be here for you )