[lmg103]

these past 2 days i have felt more alone then ever. i dont know why. i would just start thinking and randomly crying. i SI'ed last night and i havent even looked at it yet i was so upset. i feel like im losing my best friend here at school. and that hurts me alot because i dont know what i would do without her now. and i just worry that im going to lose her and be left all alone. i dont know what i want to do anymore. i dont want to be at school. i wanna go home. i dont want to do anything but lay in my bed and sleep forever.

im so stuck.

[Liberada]

[madisgram]

Originally Posted by lmg103

these past 2 days i have felt more alone then ever. i dont know why. i would just start thinking and randomly crying.

i feel like im losing my best friend here at school. and that hurts me alot because i dont know what i would do without her now. and i just worry that im going to lose her and be left all alone.

i dont know what i want to do anymore. i dont want to be at school. i wanna go home.

i'm, sorry you're not having a good day today, (((((img))))).
the above were the sentences that "jumped out" at me.
what are you thinking about that makes you cry?
perhaps the fear of losing your best friend at school has brought on the sadness. is your best friend leaving school or is there a misunderstanding beween you two?
are u really unhappy at school or is this unhappiness based on losing your best friend?
would being at home be better for you? are u homesick?
college is quite an adjustment for a lot of people. i know this is your first year, could that be making you long for home?..everything being so different, less structure, etc.
i wish i could make it better for you but there's one thing i've learned, sometimes it's painful to "grow' but, when you get to the other side of the pain, it can be beautiful. i think there's a phrase that goes, "no pain, no gain"....i'm hoping this is one of the "growing pain" times. lots of s to U!!!

[lmg103]

i guess im thinking about losing my best friend but other stuff too. im just not happy with myself in general and its all hitting me today.

my friend might be leaving school next year and transferring. im scared of what will happen if she does leave next year, and also in the beggining of the year we both were having a hard time (she had a boyfriend that would get mad at her whenever she went out to a party or something) so i would stay in most nights with her because i too felt depressed and didnt wanna go out. but now she broke up with him and is moving on and im happy for her but now she wants to go out and party and do all this stuff...and i sorta just feel left behind in the dark. shes now hanging more iwth my other roommates and idk its just hard for me. i hate it.

I say i want to go home becuase i miss all my friends there. i miss my friend who is always tehre for me. i feel so alone i just want to hug her and be with her.

i just feel like no motiviation to change my life. i feel trapped in a box and i cant get out.

[stefano]

I see, your friend is becoming more a outgoer, and you are being left behind. I started being left behind when I was even younger, and it was too bad. I'm still paying the price. So please do something, seek help, talk to somebody, don't be left behind!

[turquoisesea]

hate feeling of being trapped x.x thats ME TOO x.x guess we have to make the box cozy for now and make EBIL ESCAPE PLANS

seriously though... as far as losing friends it sucks, but... from what I've heard you do have friends that really really care about you, don't be afraid to reach out to them and tell them that you're missing them. It's really important to be able to do that ... tell them how you feel now, so they don't get further away, I KNOW they care about you, give them a chance to show that they care

sending loads of hugs
~turquoisesea