...about my latest PC blog entry...
(well, clearly I'm going with post)
not necessarily depression, but deals with self-loathing so I found this forum to be most appropriate.

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last night I hated myself, tonight I am just plain sad.

I wasn't, until I overheard my dad arguing on the phone with my soon-to-be-step-mom. Every time I hear him like that it kills me inside. It's not like I'm eavesdropping, I have my door closed and am playing music as loud as my speakers can (which I've learned isn't that loud)

[turquoisesea]

Nothing can possibly be from the goodness of my heart because there is none it’s all a trick, a lie, and I’ve decieved you all and for that I do apologize.

I am a selfish, bratty, airheaded little fool.

Would someone selfish honestly care about those things you posted? If you really were selfish and airheaded... you wouldn't CARE that you were doing that to others.
That alone... makes me think that you're not as bad as you think.

I don't know you... so I can't vouch, but... just what I thought.

sending hugs

and ps... it's ok to ask for attention we all need it

I know, it's just that I get into bad places like that sometimes.

[turquoisesea]

*hugs* THAT I can understand, no worries
here if you ever wanna talk

Thanks