[Melpomene]

I just feel like spontaniously turning into a puddle where I sit. just, turning into a liquid. Not being human. And then I evaporate like I was never here.

The truth hurts, lies hurt. Why couldn't I just say yes? It's not like I like someone else, it's not like I don't like him. How could I cause someone this much pain?

I broke him.

I don't see how, I don't see why. I don't see anything.
I desperately wanted somone to feel the way he says he does about me, so why can't I appreciate it? And why can't my friends understand how bad I feel about it?

I just...I dunno. I was fine until I came into contact with people. And then I was fine again.

I wish they wouldn't exist or I wouldn't exist. They make each other happy, sometimes they make me happy. Am I really that cruel to wish them into unexistance? no. I dunno. I don't even want to not exist because that would mean people have felt the pain I have caused for nothing.

water.

[Taonuviel]

i feel that way a lot too. it's really rough. try writing all you'd like to say to them out. maybe it'll help something.

[turquoisesea]

*hugs*
you didnt break him. It's not wrong what you did. And , you do appreciate that feeling, appreciation doesnt mean you have to feel the same way back.

I just feel like spontaneously turning into a puddle where I sit. just, turning into a liquid. Not being human. And then I evaporate like I was never here.

that would be nice sometimes wouldn't it *wipes forehead*
*hugs* just... *hugs*

[Puffyprue]

(((((((((((((Melpomene)))))))))))))

[Melpomene]

Thankyou guys

*hugs all*