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Feb 14, 2009, 04:25 PM
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God it just feels like I can't do anything right. I'm sleeping 20 hours a day and not eating. I have no zip. I'm on high doses of antidepressants yet they don't work. I keep trying. I am going to therapy. I want so much to be better. I feel like I am climbing a mountain.
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Feb 14, 2009, 04:59 PM
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((((kayti)))) I sure hope that things turn around for you . I know how hard it is to be climbing that mountain!
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Feb 14, 2009, 06:19 PM
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Lots of hugs coming your way!
I know how hard it is to climb that mountain. But man oh man, when you get to the top, you'll be able to look out at the world from a perspective you never thought you'd see, and it's going to be worth every step of that climb. I promise. Hang in there! 
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Feb 14, 2009, 06:22 PM
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((kayti))
This kind of Mountain Climbing is not one of my favorite activities, either...I'd much prefer the kind with fresh air and beautiful scenery. It's harder work to climb the mountain of depression, isn't it? I'm sorry you feel so unhappy right now, but I have to be honest and say that I am glad, however, that you are taking the steps towards feeling better. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing, kayti. Most of us have climbed that mountain, and we needed support to do it. We care and we understand... Cap
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Feb 14, 2009, 06:39 PM
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I usually wake up in a drug stupor around 4:00 am to go to the bathroom. At that time I take the pill. Then I'm back in bed and back to sleep. But I'll wake up an hour or so later. And I'm actually able to get out of bed. Told my pdoc he can take everything else away but don't touch my Concerta. It is the only thing that gets me out of bed. I spend some days just crying and moping around but at least I'm out of bed. ps: there is a generic now for the drug but I don't know what the name is. Keep climbing that mountain. I know you can do it. 
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Feb 15, 2009, 03:05 AM
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thanks everyone for your support
I felt a little better today I go to see my pdoc on Monday. I'm hoping she will do something with my meds. I can't wait to be on top of the mountain.Kayti |
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Feb 15, 2009, 09:19 AM
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(((((((((((((( kaytibear ))))))))))))))))
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Feb 15, 2009, 05:55 PM
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((((kati)))) do hope you feel better real soon. i made it to the top...or as high as i believe i can go, and the view is beautiful.
 keep hanging iin there, it's definitely worth the climb, tho difficult,it is worth the effort!!!
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Feb 16, 2009, 07:48 AM
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Don't give up! It's a long hard haul, but there is hope for you! Good luck!
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Feb 16, 2009, 11:43 PM
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The only way to climb a mountain is to take it step by step. And if a part of the trail become impassable, go back a bit, and go a different way. But keep stepping.
And even though the view is best from the top of the mountain, there are still some amazing things to see closer to the bottom. If you need the time, sit, rest, get energy to continue. And try to see the trees... the animals... everything that inhabits the lower regions. easier said than done. But, step by step we can climb it together 
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